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dafunks
August 25th, 2000, 07:08 PM
Heard the term "Life is what you make of it"? total bullshit huh? Life is the thing that ties you down and fucks ur ass without your permission. Just when you think its finished. It fucks you some more. One thing always pulls us through! Friends and family!

I want one thing. And one thing only! All this materialistic bullshit is a crock of shit. Its replacing something missing out yourlife with something artificial. For me anyway. Id give it all up. Right here right now! Everyhting i have and could have. Its all meaningless. What i want you cannot buy!

Nothing else matters. Im selfish. Living in a world populated by ghosts of the econemy. I see everything black and white. There only one thing colorfull left. That walked onto a plane at 6.10am this morning. Im back to living my life on-line. Ive met some intresting people here. Ive met people who will be a part of me for as long as i walk this piece of shit earth! People like Melinda. The first person u met on-line years ago. As far as im concerened she is a real sister to me. I feel her by my side through everything i go through. Her love is genuine. She's irreplacible. Then as time went on i met. Myra, Jules, Leo, Tilany, Dream, and to many to mention here. They are all undeniably irresplacible. They asked for nothing and gave all. Then i met her. The name captivated me. Intreged by the fact that i booted her from everyroom the previous night but she was still yacking away like it didnt happen. We got talking. Through time we got to know each other. I went n viewed her website. I took one look into her eyes in a pic i still have here to this day and fell in love with her. Weve just had the specialist 3 months together.

They say that the internet is a place full of beasts and phediophiles. This is probably the case being that the news tends to look upon the bad side of everything. The net is full if them. Ive booted countless beasts out of the chatrooms. But there is so much more. Things untold of. Things we all share. each one of us that know each other. We play a bigger part in each others lives than we actually know. We've all seen each other through hard times. Is this shit false? I think not! Feelings can be passed through other means than excpected. We have all proved that. we have all felt comfort in each others company at sometime or another.

Weve all seen each other through hard times and shared the smiles through the good times. Why is it looked upon as being anything less than what the person by your side does? Just because the thing you read is based upon electrons being passed through phone wires to each others PC's doesnt mean the fingers typing hasnt the feelings in the words.

Religion doesnt matter. God doesnt matter. Social standings doesnt matter. wether your a fucken voodoo priest or a buddist munk or a housewife or a guy at the office. We are all the same! The net breaks down the religious, cultural and sexual barriers placed before us! We are no better or no worse than the next person. How can something so great be wrong? NOTHING has been able to do what the internet has done. Years or political and religious talks between every country has nothing on what we have accomplished. We have stood up and said "FUCK YOU" to every single condemming voice.

People look at it as escape'ism. You can be what you want to be on here. This is true. But if you come on-line and speak like we have to each other through the years. We know each others traits. ((Example)) Leo's temper.*L* *You know i luvz ya, and wuld have you any other way Leo.*KOTC*. You cannot hide your true self that long. The truth always comes out. We've all seen it. People wanting to be more than they are. In this shithole of a world we spread a little magic into each other lives. Making each other laugh when we are down.

This is my religion! Fuck the rest! This is the only thing that brings true peace and hormony into my life. Its gave me my one true love! Its gave me friends that although live 10's on thousands of miles away, they fell closer to me that the people i brush shoulders with at college. How can that be wrong? How can something that gives so much be wrong?

Others dont understand. They dont get that we gain so much from being here. We are sharing cultures. Bridging caps that have been unbridgable for hundreads of years. We are the generation that will grab this planet and give it a swift kick back into action! We are the future.

Ive stated, as you know about my thoughts on religion. Religion being the topic i should have stayed at. Religion as i see it cant be right. Believing in God is something else. I crossed a line i shouldnt have. I still stand by my thoughst that religion is the biggest killer known to man! Its fact. But i forgot one thing. The audience i was telling! Each any every one of us has been yacking to people of all ages, sexes, religious preferences, sexual tendences and methods of thinking. We have achieved something that has been unatainable for generations. A method of communicating to other cultures. We have done that. Successfully! My point still stands. It is the biggest killer known to man. But then it has been man that follows religion. So it will be our own undoing. People like Leo and Mel have in my books the right idea. Beleive what gets you through the day! I know after what ive said that makes me sound hypicritical! Well bite me *L*

Take a step back. Can you truelly say that you would be who you are without people like Mel at your side? If you said "yes" Then youde be a lyer. True that family have the upmost priority. But i for one say that i wouldnt be were i am in my method of thinking without my sis Melinda behind me.

My friends are my friends. Ill always stand behind them 110%. In real life as on-line. Wether it be a friend comes to the door, 3am in the morning. With the shit kicked out of him. I'll grab a hammer and we'll go team handed to were ever it maybe and do the job, swift and fast. Same as on-line. I'll do everything in my power to stand up for anyone i am honoured to call a friend, never mind my on-line family. The things i do for them is better untold!

Ecommerse is comming to a head. We are at the forefront. This is truelly our time. We eahc have a lace in the world, thousands of miles apart. But we stand as one. Shoulder to shoulder. We have something great and unique. Lets not fuck it up!

This goes to fagot teacher who told me im a nothing!

hello sir remember me .. im the man you thought i would never be .. .. the boy you reduced to tears .. the lad you called thingy for six whole years .. well im here .. and your still there .. with your fake sports car and receding hair .. dodgy father trouser that you think are smart .. married to the woman who teaches art .. married to the life .. married to the school .. i want to hack and crack sir .. NOW whos the fool
.. hack and crack ?? .. you thought i was barmy .. settle down thingy and join the army!!.. who are you to tell me this .. the dream i want and have to miss .. sir is god .. he has been given the right to structure lives over night .. well not me im gonna make a civilian .. i wont lead my life riding pillion .. so thanks for the advice .. im sure it will do .. for the negative DICKHEADS just like you .. and here i sit in first class .. bollocks sir KISS MY ASS

This goes out to Melinda

its a bit early in the midnight hour for me .. to go through all the things that i wanna be .. I dont beleive in everything i see .. you know im blind so why do you disagree? .. take me away .. cos i just dont want to stay .. and the lies you make me say .. are getting deeper everyday
these are crazy days but they make me shine .. time keeps rollin by .. all around the world .. you gotta spread the word .. tell them what youve heard .. that were gonna make a better day .. all around the world .. you gotta spread the word .. tell them what youve heard .. u know its gonna be o.k

This goes out to my one tru love SINclair
Sitting on your own. Chewing on a bone.
A thousand million miles from home.
Something, hit me, somewere right between the eyes.

Sleeping on a plane. You know you cant complain. You took your last chance. Once
again. You landed. Stranded. Hardly even knew my name.

I wanna talk tonight. Until the morning light. About how you saved my life. You and
me see how we are.

All your dreams are made of strawberry lemonade. And you make sure i eat today.
Take me walking to were you played when you were young.

I wont say that i wont ever make you cry. And this ill say. I dont know why. I know
your leaving. But you'll be back another day.

I wanna talk tonight. Until the morning light. About how you saved my life. You and
me see how we are.

Love you always girl!


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Myra
August 25th, 2000, 08:26 PM
Dafunks..........ijust have to say....... you really are..........THE BEST!!!*Wipes a tear andsmiles*Mel... your verylucky..... Sinz....... you have found awonderful man... hang on tight*S*love himwith all you have... And i have to agree.... you people havebeen alifeline tome.... thank youfor the support and the laughs you wilalways be my friends

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Everyone thinks i am insane.... all but my friends deep inside the earth......

Më£ïñÐa
August 25th, 2000, 10:02 PM
ummmmm! MYRA needs a new keyboard.......

Myra
August 25th, 2000, 10:17 PM
yepyep i sure do *S*

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Everyone thinks i am insane.... all but my friends deep inside the earth......

Më£ïñÐa
August 25th, 2000, 11:07 PM
a full tug on the heartstrings here....
and i have a million things to say.... i need a few, to sort them out or i'll be here all night.......
alot of things said, are things, i feel the exact same way about, and have always wanted to put into words....

with all the honesty deep in my heart. i truely love, the love they have for each other, i want nothing more, than to see true happiness for them both.......

*looking to the future
...i...aauh!..truly, wanna be a cyber God Mother, or whatever the belief of the equivalent may be.....*L*
*hoping to start knitting cyber booties in a rainbow of colors......
To My Brothers post above:
...AMEN!!
...AMEN To God, To the Gods, To no God..
......Just AMEN!!Brother!!

Peace, Love, Happines, and may we ALL, keep are bonds together forever!!... and it will be forever...
Because its in our hearts!!!

Sincerely,
Melinda

dafunks
August 25th, 2000, 11:37 PM
No one can take away what we all have except ourselves! I, like everyone else appreciate everything that has been said and done for me. From the "hugz", reasurements, loving, understandings and basicly just being there for each other. That is irreplaciable. Outsiders from the net dont understand because of the same reasons religious fanatics dont understand. There out look on reality is being challeneged! Its not something to be triffled with easily! There is more to it that the human mind can even comprehend! We all share something special. Unique to us. But tens of thousands share our joy within there own little groups. We are not alone in this method of thinking. Just because we are reading text fonts doesnt mean the feelings pushed forward are artificial.

The media tends to focus on the dark side of everything. Pain and suffering sells. The true stories of the happiness the net can bring has to this date been untold! My love and respect for mt friends on-line is no less than of my friends off-line! I live my life on-line for a reason! Not because i want to escape from my day to day shit! But because ive found people here i can connect with. We all have our differences. But, more to the point we can over come them and get on with it. Something that is practicaly unheard of in society as it stands today. Look at the state of the world. Now look what we have! Lokk at all the people you have the honour of calling a friend! I bet 9 outta 10 times they are nothing like you. But we get on regardless of our differences. This isnt something to be taken lightly. There is a lesson here to be learned! The world has hope. We have all proved that we can all co-exsist side by side. Regardless of who and what has shaped us! We dont judge people by what they look like. We judge people by what they say and think! But at the end of the day! We over come our differences and move on.

Were all playing a part in something special. here. Wether you realise it or not!

*slows down*

I miss my baby!!!!!

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Leo the Lioness
August 26th, 2000, 04:10 AM
i definitely realize it, which is why, at the end of my rebuttal against you, Funks, in the thread about Miracles and God (*VBG), i said that, to me, all you guys are nothing short of Miracles...........what i meant was what you just said.........that those of us who have chosen at first to investigate this thing called "chat", then to hang around and finally to allow it to become part of our lives, have discovered its powers, both positive and negative............so far, i've had my share of both types of experiences, but overall, i view this as something that has enhanced me and my life....

im not a wealthy woman........and i have two small children and one about to be born.........as far as i know, i wont be travelling to England, or Scotland, or California, or Australia any time soon............and if i could, who's to say that i would run into and meet any of the people from such places that i have met through this medium?............i'm still in awe how i can be talking to someone, with the moonlight shining through my window, and the person on the other side of the glass, reading my thoughts on their screen has the sun shining through theirs *G..........how amazing that is to me!............'course, the same thing goes for the phone, which we dont see as being that big a deal, but i'd bet that when the phone was first invented, or rather, when long distance service first started, people were probably just as awestruck at the same thing.........i dont know about any of you, but im not in the habit of looking up a number in, say, Singapore, calling it, and hoping whoever answers is someone i'll form a friendship with........ yet, through here, that's exactly what happened *G............except we both got on our phone lines via computer and came to the same place........i never knew anything about Singapore before i met Laura, and because of this means of communication, i've learned a few things........from a 19 year old girl who i most likely would've thought i'd have nothing to talk to about had we met on the street, let alone spend hours talking and enjoying each other's company http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif

it's so easy to lose your heart on here, too, since so many aspects of someone's personality can be relayed with mere keystrokes and what they choose to say, not to mention the exchange of photos and other images that are significant in someone's life (like artwork http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/wink.gif)........it's happened to me, and if i were single and the circumstances allowed? i would probably have taken the steps to see if there was anything long-lasting and significant outside of here...........but i've seen it happen to other people who were single.........like you and SINS, Funks, and as you know, my sister met her husband through a message board and chatroom..........at first the rest of the family balked (we didnt have computers at that time *G)........and i thought ......"ewww, how desperate can she be? having an online relationship? oh PLEASE, he's probably a loser!"..........then it turned into long nights on the phone and after about a year, she was on her way to the other side of the country to meet this man!.......i was very concerned, which is often wise, since there can easily be a monster on the other side and you wont know the difference, until it's too late.........but she assured me that they werent going to be alone at any point during the visit, as they were with a group of people who were meeting in a public place and staying at different hotels and stuff..........after a few meetings like this, she was sure she found the man she was intended to give herself to, and she wound up marrying him and moving out there..........they just celebrated 6 years of marriage and have an adorable son who's 2.......and i've never seen my sister happier before in our lives......*G

not everyone knows me as well as the next......in fact, most of you havent seen certain sides of me........yes i have a temper *bites Dafunks*.....*L..........but there's a lot more to me than that.........because this way of communicating is so slow, and typing abilities, ruthless servers and various other stumbling blocks tend to interfere, it takes a very long time and a ton of consistency to actually learn who someone truly is on here...........that's one reason i've been known to make a few phone calls to some of you..........it's quicker, and it adds a dimension to the "characters" we meet.......(Leo's name is Maryann........hello http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif).........voice chat is good for adding to this experience too..........the few i've spoken to at any length i can now picture differently than i once did, before hearing their voices........their text now "sounds" different to me and it's funny but you can really "hear" someone when they're chatting *G.......it's a trip!........when i first talked to Mel on the phone, i was really surprised by how fast she talked *LOL*......those of us who chat with Mel know about her slow, 2-finger typing technique - therefore her shorthand - which to someone who doesnt know her, can easily come across as her being on drugs or crazy *L..........(I LOVE YOU MELLLLLLLL!)........i also find that things like conflicts in here, or misunderstandings can be easily resolved within 5 mins of a phone call, because of the ability to hear the subtleties in a voice or even a pause......these things cant be relayed well or at all over the computer, so i find a combination really works well...........there's one person in particular i've gotten very close to that way, and i wouldnt trade him for ANYthing.....*throws a kiss*....................yes, you can definitely lose your heart in here


...............got lost in thought for a second there, but now i'm back *VBG


so you guys, and you know who you are, i just want to take this opportunity to thank you for being there for me if i needed you, listening to me, tolerating me *L....making me feel appreciated, and making me laugh........*hugs* to you all

congratulations Funks and SINS.....both of you are perfect examples of the joys that can come out of a household appliance *VBG.........i wish you guys the best, and not just cuz you got engaged on my birthday or anything http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/biggrin.gif



[This message has been edited by Leo the Lioness (edited August 26, 2000).]

dafunks
August 26th, 2000, 09:46 PM
Awwwwwwww shucks thanks Leo *HUGZ KOTC*

*BITES YA BACK n Runz *LMFAO* http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

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Më£ïñÐa
August 26th, 2000, 09:59 PM
And then theres the accent barrier,
BAFG*
LEO's is like Rhoda on the Mary Tyler Moore show, or Lavern, or a Female Sylvester Stallone....*crackin up
My whole conversation with DaFunks consisted of, Wait! what did you say?...one more time .... alittle slower...I still didnt get it...huh?
Damn! you got a strong sco'ish accent!.*L*

Aussie's, is just plain sloooow down, and repeate yourself i didnt get anything you just said...G*

Brit's are funnier than sht! Monty Python and Benny Hill, come to life over the phone, *LMAO*
To me, i gotta, boring nasal drawl...G*
And i could do the Valley Girl thing easily..(of which DaFs LUVs so well SEE Valley Girl Talk! WHAT THE FUCK? (http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/000074.html))..*L*
LEO says i gotta 'Mexican' tone to my voice, of which is understandable since every single 1 of my friends for the past 20 years have been of Hispanic descent....
and I live 30mins from Los Angeles, California...
There is still alot more accents i want to expierence....its all so truly amazing...how we all talk the same with the simple typing of the ABC's
I LOVE MY COMPUTER!
Sincerely
Ma

[This message has been edited by Ma (edited August 27, 2000).]

dafunks
August 26th, 2000, 10:16 PM
I thought you had a cute accent when you was saying "huh?". "ummmmmmmmmmm huh?" he he he http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

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Leo the Lioness
August 27th, 2000, 01:19 AM
one more thing.......we each have the ability to really hurt each other sometimes....... http://smilecwm.tripod.com/net/nosmile.gif

Më£ïñÐa
August 27th, 2000, 01:18 PM
aawww weo! *hugs u
is it a man thing? i hope its not, cuz i said you sounded like Rhoda..
i dont hardly remember what she sounded like really, only that it was a strong, aawwwk sound, to me...
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Sniffer
August 27th, 2000, 01:36 PM
Ditto! for damn near everything *LOL* and mel! canadians don't have accents... everyone else does, eh? *LOL*

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Sniff.... Sniff.... Do I Smell a sense of humor??

Leo the Lioness
August 27th, 2000, 06:22 PM
*dying laughing*

Polly wanna cracker? *G

yeah Mel, a man thing, what else?.........i actually really like Rhoda, so that's a compliment to me http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif....she's why i call people i like "kid" or "kiddo"

Lawra says i sound like a parrot with all the "awwwk" sounds

tawk
sawlt
sawng
dawg
awf


the only time i dont pronounce it, ironically, is when i say New York *VBG

Më£ïñÐa
September 18th, 2000, 07:25 PM
*me LOVES this thead and it went to page 2 so's i'm bringin it back up http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

Myra
September 18th, 2000, 07:40 PM
tis a good idea Mel....... *S*


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dafunks
September 18th, 2000, 09:52 PM
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Times New Roman">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Leo the Lioness:
one more thing.......we each have the ability to really hurt each other sometimes....... http://smilecwm.tripod.com/net/nosmile.gif <HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

Agrees totaly! http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif



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Rev. §Ï?clair
September 18th, 2000, 10:33 PM
yep... me agrees too... http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif

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Leo the Lioness
September 19th, 2000, 12:36 AM
well then STOP!!!!!!!!!!............*L

[email protected] In E-minor!!
September 19th, 2000, 07:51 AM
I don't have a Scottish accent!!!!

Leo the Lioness
September 19th, 2000, 08:15 AM
b-ooo-k

Më£ïñÐa
October 9th, 2000, 12:40 PM
*bump

Më£ïñÐa
November 30th, 2000, 05:45 AM
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just incase it all goes down...
*such sadness
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Më£ïñÐa
December 7th, 2000, 04:03 AM
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Rant In (E) Minor
December 7th, 2000, 08:05 AM
*Accent number one*.....Heeeelllllllooooooooo........This is Melllllllllllllllllllll.....

*Accent number two*
....HEY, I'm not nasal ok (high pitched)

*Accent number 3*
....How's ya dawg?...wait, I gotta get cawfee..where's my dawter?

Raven6
December 7th, 2000, 08:47 AM
Christ Dafunks! That has to be the most wonderfully profound thing I have ever read on hostboard! I even cried, and I don't know ya! *giggle* I completely agree with you. You CAN find something true online....and more often than people think! BRAVO! I bow down.....then fly away.....

The Lady Belle
December 7th, 2000, 12:14 PM
*sad sigh*
*happy giggle*
*thoughtful ponder*
*LOL*

The internet is such a wonderful and terrible thing..

Lots and lots of love, hugs and kisses to everyone http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

And as an Aussie..I think we have the best accents http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/tongue.gif..*LOL*

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