resisting compulsory desires.....

[Hannibal]

I cower from no one.
I am as big as anyone!
I am me, and there is no one better.
I am smarter, stronger, quicker, faster.
It's no sweat!
I am alive!
You can't stop me!!!!!!!!!

[Cyalaytr]

Once you define an object stationary or moving, liquid or solid you then give it standards by which it must act within a given set of rules. You defined love as how you viewed it, skewed or not. You gave it a certain lifetime expectancy. By this I wonder if that was the end that justifies the means?? If you view love as so fleeting I wonder must then be lust? Can I ask of what was your object of love?

CYA

[SHATOUSHKA]

'the end justifies the means' is a nonsensical
statement...

however, i agree that once something is termed,
it revolves around a predermined set of structure.

i think that the view of 'my' love as fleeting
is incorrect. its not fleeting... just as it
is not consistant. we are not bound in extremes.

it is a flux of the sublime...
a matter of perspective? sure. but you cannot
justify a constant of any one feeling.

here's an example:

anyone can impose a sense of beauty on an object...
like a sunset. you can meditate on a sunset in
order to distinguish its beauty... but that is
unnatural and not within the context that i am
referring.

it is the moment when beauty is generated from
beyond your control... when beauty imposes itself
upon you... which is something you cannot
generate yourself.

this is what i'm referring to in the context of
love and truth. if real... it cannot be self-generated...
and it is only momentary.
you see it in hindsight.

[Cyalaytr]

You give many examples but follow by saying they are not what you are refering to. Instead of sparing with words if you want us (or myself) to know what you once thought had beauty but which does not any longer, you must reveal what is deep inside and not play the cat and mouse with paragraphs filled with hidden direction in which I can not follow.

But then again maybe that (in it self) could be the beauty of loosing ones self in trying to explain something which someone else can not understand.

CYA [img]eek.gif[/img]