So.......

**Babi BootifuL** · July 18th, 2004, 12:08 PM

Bring it out on your board!!!
YOU could have... ANYONE could have taken this topic as a joke..
I'm just interested in how defensive you would get!

You saying all this shit like he had a right to know or some shit.. GUESS WHAT! IT WAS MY FUCKING BUSINESS! NOT YOURS! Just because i confide in you doesn't make it your business to go around and let shit slip.

**SHATOUSHKA** · July 18th, 2004, 12:25 PM

well i surely think you couldn't hide it for long...
i mean GOD... you coulda had the fucking decency
to fucking TELL him...

i think its fucking disgusting that you would
fucking rat it all off to your friends and then
when he finds out.. he realizes that EVERYONE
knows but him.

its fucking cruel... and DISHONEST on your part...

your business or no... its not FAIR that you
told others before him... you didn't even give
him the fucking benefit of the doubt to even
TALK to him about it first.

NOOOOOOOO!... you went ahead and spilled your
shit to people... when HE would SUPPOSEDLY be
the FIRST person you'd tell...

YOU went to OTHERS first... which shows
what kind of person YOU are...

what did you plan to do??? go to him EVENTUALLY
and spring it on him?? and while he's left there
in shock... try to figure out why you were such
a FUCKING BITCH to do that to him???

all your fine talk about blah blah blah...
he's SOOOOO important... [img]graemlins/sure.gif[/img] .... and look
at you... ditching him... IGNORING him...
just to go play it safe with some other wankers...

bah... its pathetic how you have tried to turn
it on me as if I was the most evil person here.
perhaps i DID let it slip... but that was ONLY
because i assumed HE WOULD HAVE KNOWN...

imagine my surprise......

i'm not going to sit here and blow this shit off.
its BULLSHIT to do that to someone you care about...
and i'm not going to stand for it any more...

absolutely disgusting on your part....

**Babi BootifuL** · July 18th, 2004, 12:44 PM

Sorry I can't handle shit the way you would. Do you think it was easy for me? You know damn well it wouldn't be..
Fuck! you say I'M making you look like the evil person? Look what you're doing to me!!
I told "everyone" did I? Everyone? Everyone was YOU and two other people. Yeah, you might've thought he would've been the first to know.. so did I.
I didn't realise how fucking hard it would be to tell him.

You shouldn't have gone on an assumption, full stop. He obviously wasn't talking about anything to provoke the conversation, because he didn't know anything about it. So apart from you assuming I'd told him, there was nothing else to make you think he knew. You had no right.

I'm not just angry at you Alison... I'm really upset and deeply hurt. You are one of the few people I honestly felt I trusted and could confide in and not worry about this sort of shit happening.
I'm not trying to make you out as 'the evil person'... I'm "making you out" the way my eyes have seen it.

**SHATOUSHKA** · July 18th, 2004, 12:48 PM

what in the FUUUUUUUCK are you rambling on about?
suddenly you are fucking wounded and pained?

oh jesus christ.... [img]graemlins/sure.gif[/img]

what the fuck do you mean 'how hard it is for
you to tell him'?!?!?!? you told two other people
and ME FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!

clearly i am no fucking one in comparison to him...
but somehow i was EASIER to talk to about it?!?!

cmon, sister... that shit don't fly

**Babi BootifuL** · July 18th, 2004, 01:01 PM

Are you telling me you seriously don't understand why it is hard to tell him?
For fuck sakes it is different..
Two of the people I told are on a totally different side of the world - not like it effected them.. you know it was because I needed to vent..
The other person was my brother... BIG DEAL! He probably knew before me! Fuck he's almost 30.. he's had enough life experience to know something when he see's it..

How long ago did this shit come up Alison? Jusst over a week ago! If it were months then yeah, I'd understand... but how long do you seriously think I would wait?

YOU have made things worse, not to mentioned fucked things up for me, because he won't even talk to me now!! He thinks it's something I've been "keeping from him".. truth is, I just didn't have enough time to come to grips with it myself.. I think you should be getting of my back a little.

I said you might handle things differently.. but you know what? I think if you were in the same situation, you would do the same.

**SHATOUSHKA** · July 18th, 2004, 01:06 PM

no...

if i were in the same situation i would go to the
person and try to fucking talk about it... sure
i may take some time for myself and my emotions...
but i'm not going to deny that talking to him
would be my first priority...

i may be the type to speak to a person about it
for solace and courage before i talk to him...
but i'm not going to ramble on about it to a
total of THREE different people before i go to
him...

and THATS where you and i differ.... apparently.

but lets look at this a bit deeper, amy....
why in the fuuuuuuuuck are you so concerned about
confronting me ON A PUBLIC MESSAGE BOARD about
your secret when you SHOULD be talking to him???

its weird how it seems that you still want a shitload
of other people to know about it before he does.
people like that are just disgusting.

care... indeed [img]graemlins/thumbs_down.gif[/img]

so tell me.... wtf bring it up here.... [img]graemlins/whatever.gif[/img]

**Babi BootifuL** · July 18th, 2004, 01:21 PM

Hey, you told him.. so wtf are you on about.. he fucking knows!
I get a rather shocking phone call where I was probably allowed about 1 minute of talking time before he hung up on me. He doesn't want to hear "my shit"..

YES he's my boyfriend.. which made him susceptible to my disease. But let's be realistic here Alison. Any guy within 2 metres of me is vulnerable to this shit!

You don't think this is fucking hard for me! I have now been "off school" for a week now.. that's what I've been telling everyone.. I can't face it Alison.. It's too hard to tell everyone why I'll never be able to go back there.. to come out and tell everyone the truth..

I'll never be able to meet DJ.. Wes... TJ or any guy on here that I hoped to meet one day..
Fucking hell I might aswell come out and say it...
Just over a week ago I noticed a shitload of weird symptoms that seemed to come up everytime I was around Azer.. then it started happening aound Dad and my little brother..
I went to the the doctors and he ran out yelling for the receptionist.. she came in with tears in her eyes and told me that i had somehow caught Cootitis.
For those that don't know, it is also know as, Cooties.