Shatzy, come out with your hands up...

[Alex]

I think you've been busted.

You lurked at a former forum I used to be a part of, and were amused and as I was attacked by a couple of posters over and over.

You may have even joined in. Lurking, enjoying the show, was sick enough. Now I know why you suppress your shame.

[SHATOUSHKA]

who said anything about me being 'amused'???

[Alex]

you need to be frisked.

[TastinGood]

I'll handle this one, boys.

[SHATOUSHKA]

i have no idea how to respond to that [img]confused.gif[/img]

[TastinGood]

alex, you are insane.

[Alex]

Amused, Bemused, incensed, bored...whatever you felt. You did nothing but view the harrassment I went through on that forum as a "show". As entertainment. Some of the comments made against me were so over the top, you could have annihilated the point just by answering it.

Because I kept answering the negative comments that were directed towards me, it made me look defensive. If I didn't answer them, it would have given weight to the point being made against me. There were a couple of posts that were so blatantly off, that related to how Hostboard works, that you could have posted just to clear the air.

At one point, one of these three people, (two of who knew each other from another forum) chided me because my signature name of Alex was linked to this forum. It was about the dumbest comment imagineable. Most of the regulars on the forum didn't visit other Hostboard forums, so they didn't know what to make of the signature link "allegation". But you knew how ridiculous the claim was, and did nothing but watch me try and answer a lose lose propostion.

If you can't see how fowl it was to witness and even take in as entertainment my situation last year on the other fourm, it's quite obvious this is a reflection of a personal system you have invoked to insulate you from all others in such a way to replacing "feel" real-life emotions by pre-ordaining every situation as it is happening.

Your decision to throw away certain valid emotional states so that you can "feel" in control at all times is a mirage. As is the way of the world, no plan is fool proof, because any who believes in a fool proof believes in plan devised by a fool.

[SHATOUSHKA]

i do not 'throw away' certain emotions in order
to 'feel in control'. i throw away certain
imposed emotions that have no real foundation
in the order of things. 'imposed' because they
have no real substance other than to keep you
believing that you are inept, and basically,
infinite.

now if you want to regenerate the 'shame' post,
feel free. but you will never be able to convince
me or anyone that 'shame' as well as other
second-class emotions are prudent and necessary,
especially after i show how they aren't.

and as for viewing a spectacle of man vs. man...
i quite enjoy it. i do not have to interrupt.
alex, you view countless 'atrocities' every day
of your life, yet you do nothing.
the day you take your own medicine/advice, is
the day i will consider it.

[soulfilms]

surely what happened over a year ago is not relevant or important anymore???

[Alex]

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size=2 face="Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif">quote:</font><table border="0" width="90%" bgcolor="#333333" cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0"><tr><td width="100%"><table border="0" width="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" bgcolor="#FF9900"><tr><td width="100%" bgcolor=""><font size=2 face="Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif">Originally posted by shatzy:


and as for viewing a spectacle of man vs. man...
i quite enjoy it. i do not have to interrupt.
alex, you view countless 'atrocities' every day
of your life, yet you do nothing.
the day you take your own medicine/advice, is
the day i will consider it.</font></td></tr></table></td></tr></table></BLOCKQUOTE>

Three things come to mind. One, your friend speed racer "contributed" to this topic.

Two, Soulfilms contributed to this topic.

Now, what do Soulfilms and Speedracer have in common. Hmmm. Lets think about this...hmmmm. Wait, I think I've got it, they know you, and they interceded.

Imagine that. People who know you didn't just stand pat and watch. What a concept.

What relevance does my witnessing atrocities have to do with you? What are you implying? That I can't hang a verdict on you because my way in life is no different? That is completely irrelevant, but what is more bizarre is you have in the past chastized me FOR getting involved in other people's atrocities. Get your story straight.

Or have you forgotten the pregnant women who was smoking.

Your modus operandi during my problems on the other forum a year a year ago, our e-mails after that time, where you chastized me for wondering why you saying things that sounded like you visited that forum, and even into the ADM slander post, all follow a bizarre pattern. It is a pattern that guarantees your safety at every point in time, even as you bemuse yourself at the plight of others.

And then you called me a criminal.

Funny how that works, even as you scorn society's hope for immortality, you create your immortality one nanosecond at a time, via ambivalence to the plight of others.