mRs. GaToR and CanadianGirl

**Forbidden Passions** · April 15th, 2006, 02:33 PM

I'm a believer and I always knew that miracles do happen. And that's just what I call your PM's to me: miracles

I swear to God, I never backstabbed you Tracy, I was far from it. Maybe we were all too uptight at the time it all went down or on our periods*L. It doesn't matter to me, I can forgive, but it'll take time to forget.

I was very, very disappointed that so many people who came here to post just turned their backs on me without ever asking me what was going on. And yes, there's quite a few out there owing me an apology but that's ok. Its not like I can't live without it*l

Honestly? What shocked me most was the reaction of mRs.GaToR. After all we've been knowing eachother for years too.

So lets put it all behind and see where this new road is taking us. I am hoping that we ALL learned a lesson from this.
There is always two sides to a story*w

*peace*

**Forbidden Passions** · April 15th, 2006, 04:55 PM

If I... have not love, I am nothing... I gain
nothing. Love is patient and kind, not jealous or boastful or arrogant or rude or resentful. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
-1 Corinthians 13

**mRs.GaToR** · April 15th, 2006, 07:47 PM

There have been so many things said...not just
with your situation...but with the other one..(Im
sure you know what I am talking about) that really
made me stop and look at what has been going on..
and after talking
with Dyl about my feelings...and things I have
said...when he spoke about how disappointed he
was in me for letting people get to me and getting
upset like I was...
I realized he was right..it wasnt worth
it.....and really made me look at how I had been
acting....being such a total bitch.....and that
is not me.....the old me yes....but not now...

and Sis....please forgive me for
doing the one thing you dont like...copy and pasting
pms.....but this one time I have too..

"Maybe JUST MAYBE this Holiday will reminds those of the great gift Jesus gave and Forgive?!?"

You were right....and I am sorry......for judging
and speaking when I should have been listening...
to all sides....Tracy knows how much I luv her..
and worry about her...and right now, the one thing
she needs the most is friends...and support...and Susanne..
you have been here for her when I couldnt be...
I know it is hard to forget...but I want nothing
more than for all of us to be friends again...

It is hard sometimes to say Im sorry...to admit
you were wrong....and I was...and I am sorry....

**Forbidden Passions** · April 15th, 2006, 08:01 PM

We are all entitled to our own mistakes. What's important is that we will learn from them. That we try to "make it better" next time. Like I said, I can forgive, I was blinded by my rage myself and I made mistakes too.
I will need time to heal. I wont deny that I was hurt by what was happening, very hurt! I've always had an issue with trust and that's just gotton worse now ( someone special out there knows eh?*L)

L??st · April 16th, 2006, 12:19 PM

Forbidden...you werent the ONLY that got hurt from all this...there was words that came outta this that hurt me as well...Its also gonna take me time as well...I wanna say that i did NOT take anyones side through all this...I felt like i was being pulled one way and then another way...I wish i would of NEVER got involved with any of this shit and just stayed talking to both of yous...it was just hard talking to one person and that person putting that person down and then the other person doing the samething and especially when i was both of yous friends thats what made it harder for me...I felt like i was playing tug a war here...I am gonna be up front with you...I think people seen everything that was posted on this board and went from there so they seen that side and that they didnt need to hear the other side of the story you know what i mean?...I am not tryin to cause another fight just being open with you here...Its always good to be open and honest with someone...I am glad that YOU and I are on speaking terms...hopefully we will be able to get pass things and just forget about this crap NEVER happened

L??st · April 16th, 2006, 12:21 PM

Originally posted by Forbidden Passions:
I am hoping that we ALL learned a lesson from this.

<font size="4" face="Tempus Sana ITC,Verdana, Arial">The lesson i have learned from all this crap is NOT to get involved even though i am getting pulled from both sides

**Forbidden Passions** · April 16th, 2006, 04:02 PM

We shouldn't get into details here. As much hate as these boards have wittnessed lately its better to lay low a bit*s
Every person reads things and understands things differently, I just wouldn't want another to read more into this again than what it actually was all about*s
I am sure Tracy that we can work this out. We'll just take one step after another, ok*vbs