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like youve never seen one before? [img]tongue.gif[/img]
I'm still the shy kind tho*L
*picking up glasses*...oh there it is ..LOL
sorry, i took so long...I am feeling very low these days...emotional alot...I have been on this research program for 10 weeks now for this new drug that just came to Canada...I decided to come the guinea pig my brother is very upset that i did that, because he said i am putting myself at higher risk in getting more sicker then i am now, but i didnt listen to him, but when do we ever listen to anyone right? but anyways...i am on the ground and i think i'll stay here for awhile...It seems its not getting any better...July everything looked fine, then i went for another test in August thats where everything went down bottom for me and on October it has just got worse alot of bleeding going on inside my stomache...when they showed me the pics of my colon...I started crying...On November 3rd, I go on a open label to find out if its the real one or the placebo...it hurts when you know after your last resort because hubby has no more cheques coming in and NO insurance anymore that i cant pay anything, so i might just have to struggle with the pain inside and me going emotionally crazy...I am praying so hard that its the placebo and thats why everything is getting worse...they said once the 12 week is here and if i am not getting the real and when i do on that day I'll feel 80% better and i'll have alot of my life back again...Can you believed i cried ...I cry almost everyday trying to fight this...I keep pushing myself day to day..hubby has been doing alot of housework since hes been off of work which that is 3 weeks now and he has spoiling me with things to cheer me up...so which me luck for November 3rd...i pray everything is ok!!! i am getting very exhausted fighting...well i hope everyone is doing great...Take care!!!
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that CG but you gotta hang in there eh. I'll say a prayer for you and I hope that hubby will find a new job soon!!! [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
Hi all *S*
CG, best of luck to you *HUGGS*
Shelley, how have you been?? Nice seeing you around [img]smile.gif[/img]
Hope you get well soon CG...stomach problems are aweful...
Hey cherry_pie *S*
I've been okay...hope all is well with you
*HUGGS*