My MOm

[demon chloe]

died Saturday, May 2nd, 2009 at 2:00...... we were all together for the last days of her life, and my sister crawled in her bed and held her for her last hours..... so sad, so sweet and sooo the right thing to do...... She fought so hard to die.... I had no idea it could be such hard work. We took her oxygen off (against the Nursing Homes wishes - sorry they don't rate enough to have a say...) and it speeded up the process.... which she would have wanted....

Evelyn gave her many kisses even after she died..... She loved her grandma and she loved her back tenfold....

My Mom is no longer in pain, she is no longer trapped in a body that won't walk, talk or swallow.... She is sitting in heaven w/ Kirby on her lap.... eating nachos, listening to ABBA and she knows w/ all of her heart that her kids love her to pieces... and we know, she loved us too.

LOve you MOm!

[Kassy]

Demon One~
I am just seeing this now.
I am SOOOOOOOO very sorry for your loss.
I for sure , don't have the right words to say/

I know that you loved her, and did all you could for her.
I know that she was proud of you, and your baby girl.

All I can say is keep those memories alive..........

Again... so very sorry!!

Kassy xoxo

[demon chloe]

my dearest unselfish mother,
i love you as much as my very selfish heart can love.

thank you for all the ways you have blessed me.
some i know.
some i will never know......
this side of eternity.


Happy MOther's Day MOm........ I hope Kirb is sitting on your lap as you share stories of Evelyn and such.... I hope this day brings you peace, smiles, no pain or suffering and everlasting comfort....

You were such a good MOm, I hope that I can be half the Mom you were to us.... Even today as Evelyn freaked out at brunch... all I could think was that I cannot do this.. this is a hard job. I was overwhelmed, embarassed and ready to freak myself. Mark said its what Moms do, we make it through this stuff every day.... like you did.

I want to be just like you.... with a little me thrown in for pizazz !

LOve yoU!

[Rogue Angel]

*reads over all of this and smiles*... i do love ya so, demon one.... no matter what happens, you make the best of things... and look for the silver lining... i wish everyone could be more like you...

[demon chloe]

if we don't make the best of things...then what? i'm not meant to be a miserable person.... I've tried...it's just not me =)

Driving home from MN on Saturday afternoon was hard hard harddddd.... I miss my MOm so much and really felt it right then.... I sobbed as I drove away, knowing that all my to-dos from here on out only can include her as a memory and i'm not ready for that....

I want a mom still..... I still have a MOm.... I guess, shes just somewhere else.

[Tee Ehn]

I'm always the last to know but anyways....

with lots of sympathy, hugs and thoughts...
...if you didn't have the missing you feeling...
you wouldn't be the daughter that you have grown to be eh?

i can't imagine the missing you feeling you have, it makes my heart ache...

......just sing chloe baby...you are my sunshine...my lil sunshine...

...sing and it will be heard.

[demon chloe]

this took me forever.....to respond to....

welcome back Tee....tell us about your life!!!!

I had totally forgot the sunshine......and here's the thing....

The night I had Evelyn.....I awoke from my fog of drugs...etc... exhaustion...and my husband sat in a rocker....sobbing....singing (in his way off key voice)....."you are my sunshine...."....to Ev..... and we have...ever since!!!!

In fact..... a sign hangs in her room.....saying just that...

made me cry.....in such a good way !!!!!!!

hai !