I Give Up

[Rogue Angel]

The sweet taste of truth
turns bitter in my mouth
as you call it a lie.

The warm embrace of love
surrounds me with coldness
as you mistrust it
and hurl it back at me.

The tiny ray of hope
that i hold so close to me
disappears into nothingness...
chasing after your faith in me.

I will never be good enough
You will never believe
I will never be trusted
Because others have deceived.

I will never be what i once was
I will never have what i once had
That blissful, luminous light
will never cast itself upon me again.

I will never be happy.

I have always been trustworthy
I have always been true
I have always stood beside you
holding your hand in mine.

Why? Why can't you see me?
I am still here!
I am still the same
as i was on the first day.

After all that we shared
all that we've been through
you know nothing of me.

It's more than my heart can bear
For nothing has ever mattered this way
Or been more dear to my soul.

I feel you.
I breathe you.
I dream you.
I love you.

I give up.

You will never believe.

[Mer]

very sad but also very nice! and in some cases very true

[Rogue Angel]

thanks, mer... *huggs*...

[Mer]

welcome deary -huggggger-

[ellanoize]

I agree, Beautiful, but kinda sad [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]

[Rogue Angel]

thanks rog... *hugggs*... it is sad....