*sighs*

**Rogue Angel** · February 9th, 2008, 11:09 AM

*punching my pillow about 60 times... then throwing it across the room*...

FUCK THIS!

i haven't slept for 2 days now...

when something is bothering me... WHY can't i be like EVERYONE else... and ignore it? How is it that other people become or remain so callous? it would be nice if just the smallest touch... would rub off onto me.

*looks out the window at the sun starting to peek over the horizon... and sighs again*....

i'm getting DESPERATE to sleep. i'm so tired i want to cry... but if i do. i will never stop.

hmmm. i wonder if Dilaudid will make you sleep? lol... let's find out! [img]tongue.gif[/img] if nothing else, my back will feel better when i wake up again. *L*

**BlackMagicRose** · February 9th, 2008, 11:41 AM

Oddly enough getting me to sleep sometimes takes an act of Gawd. Especially when I am pissed or just agitated about something. I have an overactive brain anyway so while I may want to sleep my brain is going a million miles a minute. Dilaudid will make you sleepy and eventually will knock your ass out. Only thing is that with me when they have given it to me in a shot it usually makes me really loopy and groggy but takes a good 3 hours to knock my ass out. Callousness comes in time. Then again I am a full blown Scorpio and have very little sympathy for people...LOL. It is funny because where Hubby will feel sorry for people I will be sitting here going "they did it to themselves in the name of stupidity." Go figure. [img]tongue.gif[/img]

**EvolutionHasBegun** · February 9th, 2008, 03:46 PM

no rest for the wicked...or the weak as they say.... [img]wink.gif[/img]

**Berry** · February 9th, 2008, 07:44 PM

Or when you drug it enough...been there...Sleeping is a task for me too RA especially when I have shit going on in my life that isn't pleasant. Dilaudid should work to knock you out. If not I'll mail you some of my valium. [img]tongue.gif[/img] I have a bunch of it. Either that or you could try muscle relaxers...those knock people out too. So I've been told.

Trying to sleep when you're aggitated...SUX *huggz ya*