their eyes...

[Beautiful~Mistake]

..pierce the back of my head as they lower their gaze to an icy stare.. i just came out of the thrift store with a bag of clothes to cut up.. i'm wearing long johns and board shorts (it was cold, but i didn't wanna wear pants...), boots and a beanie.. what's so wrong with that.. i got dressed this morning.. i am comfortable, fuck you.. why you gotta stare, man.. ??

[Beautiful~Mistake]

When we were young, we thought the days would get better.
Today I talked myself out of ending this.
I've been out chasing silhouettes, losing frozen smiles to a thousand regrets.
And all the way home, I could see your breath though we looked dead.
"I'm so far from here..."
We laughed.
"Our time is running thin."
But I always knew how the end would end.
I never said I'd stay to the end.
Fuck you, fuck all of you.
You'll never know what I wanted to say.
Those words are as dead as the air I breathe.
Life is just a big second guess, a broken staircase of mistook steps...
You can trust me, it's not okay...

[Beautiful~Mistake]

fuck the day i thought **** was more than a lie..

*screams.. i only die every day!!

[Beautiful~Mistake]

Farewell...

Whatever this becomes
Whatever words I say
We are the fortunate ones...
And when the days are done
I won't forget
All I see in you and me
Is a light in the dark of humanity
And when the days are done
I won't forget
Timid steps - come walk with me
And with your useless words
Come talk to me
There are broken hearts
Now on your stereo
But the broken beats are just too slow
You'll cry - it doesn't change a thing
Kill the lights - and let the rain fall
Recall - the memories
Of yesterdays and better ways
And know - the innocence is gone...
Move on - from this day on
We'll never be the same...
The saddest songs
Make sense to me...
So with your sunken eyes
Come talk to me
Two hour drives
Are two hours alone
But two hour drives
Are better than home
You'll die - it doesn't change a thing
You will - kill the lights
And let the rain fall - recall
The memories of yesterdays
And better ways
And know - the innocence is gone...
Move on - from this day on
We'll never be the same...
Faster words - and faster kids
Faster songs - and faster ends
The one thing that's stayed the same...
I've lived through days
I've lived through nights
I've had my ****s
I've had my fights
You gotta know - you have my heart

[Beautiful~Mistake]

<center>Systematically populated, Nuclear annihilation
Mind rotting flesh eating cellular infection
Genetically manipulated, human imitation
All staring through my window as I sit here in damnation
I wonder how it's gonna end, If we keep up this pace
Will we progress? Or end the human race
We're destroying our planet, We've fallen from grace
I just can't take it anymore
Take me to this place to
This wall of sound that surrounds me
Ands keeps me bound to the underground
It's in my heart and in my soul
I wanna kill you with my rock and roll
And destroy the forces that control our pestilent existence
Can't take it anymore, don't wanna think about it, it makes me sick
I step outside and all I see is our deterioration
When we're gone all that remains
Will be plastic implantations
And I can't tell the Christians from Satan's congregation
So everyone climb aboard
Nonstop to damnation!
This run away machine
Never slowing down
Someone said "its Entropy" well its too late now
We're far to gone
We keep adding to this pile
Just wanna sit back and listen for a while to this
Wall of sound that surrounds me
Ands keeps me bound to the underground
It's in my heart and in my soul
I wanna kill you with my rock and roll
And destroy the forces that control our pestilent existence
Can't take it anymore, don't wanna think about it, it makes me sick
This pestilent Existence
Humanity's persists in
It grows like a plague
While we whither away</center>