wow...

[Beautiful~Mistake]

i was thinking the other day...
that no easter could top the one which resulted in a beating....
but i think i'd rather get beaten than take this one....?

i woke up alone...
i'm going to bed alone...
i don't know where my family is...
and nobody's even called to say hello...
or happy easter...

and then they wonder why i say i'm lonely.....

[Beautiful~Mistake]

i try to be pleasant around holidays....
even ones like this...
which i have no reason to 'celebrate'.....
i do it for everyone else's sake....

but i don't understand....
everybody always asks me why i'm so bitter...
i don't hate the holidays...

i'm just always alone on them....
so what reason do i have to be happy about...

happy fucking easter.. choke on your chocolate and die...