it makes me sick to my stomach...

[SHATOUSHKA]

you nailed it

[vomitinyourface]

u know what else makes me sick?

knowing what horrible sadness is about to come my way, and there is nothing I can do about it...

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[SHATOUSHKA]

it's not right to make an open-ended post like that!!!


details.....

[vomitinyourface]

the details are to remain uncertain, even for me at the moment... [img]frown.gif[/img]

[SHATOUSHKA]

ok.......................

[vomitinyourface]

well, tho i wish it werent, sadly, it true... [img]frown.gif[/img]

i know things are just gonna get more shitty, and there isnt gonna be anything that I can do about it, so I may as well cover my head the best I can and try to ignore the pain of the sky falling on me....

[SHATOUSHKA]

well that is pretty strong...
knowing you are about to be knee-deep in some junk
and just bracing yourself for it...

pretty ace

[vomitinyourface]

meh, life will always be life, until its gone... so may as well brace yerself and try and enjoy the ride for the best that it could be... and try to not let the downfalls destroy u... [img]confused.gif[/img]

[SHATOUSHKA]

brilliant [img]smile.gif[/img]

[vomitinyourface]

thanks, i guess. [img]smile.gif[/img] believe me, it has taken many years to be able to have that point of view, i used to be a really angry kid...

but getting back to the topic... im sick of being sick, i would have never believed the amount of PHYSICAL pain stress can cause.... today i spent over 8 hours feeling nautious like hell.... it sucked... [img]graemlins/gulp.gif[/img] im scared to wake up like that tomorrow again.... [img]frown.gif[/img]