It has been over two years since my divorce, and the other night I met up with an old friend, after several hours of conversation, we unexpectedly ended up in a embrace and kiss.
Until that moment, I can't explain how much I had missed the intimacy of being with someone. It wasn't a sexual encounter, but just the warmth of her body, the taste of her kiss, the conversations, the laughter, felt so natural.
I was so hurt by my ex, that I have had an issue with trust and the fear of getting hurt, but now I realize that I'm the one who is losing out because of the stupid fear.
I have a love to share, And I want to be with someone again. I don't want to be alone anymore...I guess my soul is healing, because it is starting to hurt like hell right now.