So, I've been really depressed lately.....

Well, I've been depressed for years, that's why I go to ashrink and take zoloft for panic atacks and whatnot, but I've been depressed more so than normal lately. At the begining of Oct. I went down to San Diago to see my gf for the weekend. We had a great time. Then when I got home I got a weird letter from her. Then that night she broke up with me and wouldn't give a reason. So then I drove back up to my parents house here in NorCal because I don't have any friends down south where I was living.


Fast forward a month and I still didn't have a reason from her and now our mutual friends are questioning why she broke up with me because she seems to be really hurt by it according to her friends.

So today I got this email from her, a girl I love more than anyone else(and you know it's true love when your own mother knows you love the girl when you haven't said anything about those feelings). In her letter she said how she cherrishes our friendship and it's an important friendship to her and blah blah blah, but she's been leading me on for the last year and 1/2. A good, christian girl with that follws every rule to the T has been lying to me this whole time. So here's thye email I sent back to her.

Well, I'm glad our friendship is important to one of us because we all know that a good, "imprtant" friendship is one based on a lie. You know I love you and I will for a long time, but this whole thing says a lot about your real character. And for futue reference, doing this kind of stuff by email is a cop-out.

Good luck wuth school and the music thing.
Now fuck off.

-Dan

I suddenly feel a lot better. Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Sorry for the long read, but I had to vent to someone.

fuck yes.

I mean, sometimes, that's all that's needed. More power to ya, I've been through almost the same shit, and you're better for doing that.

if you ever need a hug....

...ask Daj.

I prescribe listening to Ben Folds Five for at least an hour a day... and then check back with me in a week. [img]biggrin.gif[/img]

"Song for the Dumped"

1,2,3,4
So you wanted
to take a break
slow it down some and
have some space
well fuck you too

Give me my money back
give me my money back
you bitch
I want my money back
And don't forget
And don't forget
to give me back my black T-shirt

I wish I hadn't bought you dinner
right before you
dumped me on your front porch

Give me my money back
give me my money back
you bitch
I want my money back
And don't forget
And don't forget
to give me back my black T-shirt
hey, hey

So you wanted
to take a break
slow it down some and
have some space

Give me my money back
give me my money back
you bitch
I want my money back
And don't forget...

I think your reply is dead on. now live up to those words, fuck her and try and move on. time will heal the pain even though it takes a while. people sometimes go through a lot of relationships before hitting the true one. you'll look back and think "man I dodged a bullet back then"

best of luck, chin up and talk with the doc to try and get the meds correct. they take time to kick in and might need to try different ones until one or two helps

I think you'll feel much better now that you've moved on. [img]smile.gif[/img]

And Toymank- about the hug... well, that depends. [img]wink.gif[/img]

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Originally posted by Daj of the Dead:

And Toymank- about the hug... well, that depends. [img]wink.gif[/img]

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<font size="2" face="Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif">come on. A brother just needs a hug...

I've suffered from severe depression and post traumatic stress since the medical probs and the way the dept got rid of me. tried a bunch of meds before finding one that help. here lately it seems like its loosing its punch and I'm starting to slide. only hope it can be controlled again

Ya'll just need more toys. [img]wink.gif[/img]