i lost my words..

*lil sigh

i've burnt this candle, without ever blowing it out.. now it's burnt down so much, if i lift it up, the bottom will fall off.. it's kinda neat..

how the wick burns inside this little red shell..

just glowing away...

it rained again today..

regardless the temperature of the water, i stripped off my clothes and waded into the icy depths..

i described once on another rant..

how i could float on the water.. while the rain hit the surface so hard it parkled like diamonds..

the clouds moved so fast over me it almost made me dizzy.. but the rain pelting on my skin brought me back to awareness..