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Spyder, I've kind of had it with your 'fuck this, fuck that'. What the hell has gotten into you? I always thought you were a nice guy but lately you're acting like the biggest jerk. And then you wonder why everyone leaves when an idiot like you has just one answer to every poster: fuck you.
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Princess, Having Had Sufficient
Experience With Princes, Seeks Frog.
I'm the queen of pantsless posters!!
~SpawnyGirl~ ~Angel of Fire~
DONT KNOW WHERE I WANT TO GO WITH THIS THREAD YET, SO ITS NOT FINISHED.
BUT ALL I HAVE TO SAY SO FAR IS FUCK IT ALL.
ITS MY FUCKING LIFE, BAD OR WORSE.
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LET THE HATE RISE UP AND CONSUME US ALL
Wow, that's a side of you I haven't seen before Day-z. I think Spyder has justification for the fuck and hate shit, I do think he's overusing it a little to much! Calm down buddy! And you Day-z, no one will top me on being a jerk so you don't have to worry. The only one who comes close is DarkLord, and I'm bound and determined to keep him in 2nd.
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If the Master does not approve, neither do you.
DAY-Z, AND TO ALL THOSE THAT THINK THAT IM ACTING LIKE A JERK.......
FUCK YOU.
FOR ONE THING, THIS IS MY THREAD, THIS IS MY THERAPY, THIS THREAD WILL BE WHERE I SHALL DEAL WITH THE LUV N' HATE. NOBODY TOLD YOU TO READ THIS, AND NOBODY TOLD YOU TO RESPOND TO THIS, IF NO ONE RESPONDS TO THIS THREAD, OH WELL, IT WILL STILL SERVE ITS PURPOSE...
AND TO ANYONE WHO READS THIS, WHETHER YOU THINK IM ACTING LIKE A JERK, OR A NICE GUY,
I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME.
I ONLY CARE WHAT 2 PEOPLE ON THIS BOARD THINK OF ME.
FEW OF YOU MIGHT THINK YOU KNOW WHY I TOOK UP THE HATE, HELL THERE MIGHT BE A FEW THAT REALLY DO KNOW. BUT LIKE MY RAMBLINGS BEFORE, THIS THREAD IS FOR MY VERY OWN PERSONAL THEREPY.
IT DOESNT MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME,
CAUSE AS MUCH AS YOU HATE ME, ITS NOT AS MUCH, AS I HATE MYSELF
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LET THE HATE RISE UP AND CONSUME US ALL
No one hates you.....other than yourself...
Stop being a whinner, life is ALWAYS going to shove a baseball bat up your ass....get used to it...it happens to EVERYONE.
It how we deal with it and continue on that makes us who we are.
YOU KNOW, NICE GUYS REALLY DO FINISH LAST...
THEY REALLY FUCKING DO..
YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE FUCKING SUCKS, WHEN YOU WANT SOME ONE, AND THEY DONT WANT YOU.
THAT WILL REALLY FUCK WITH YOUR HEAD.
OR WHEN YOU HAVE A "DREAM", AND THEY DAY COMES, WHEN REALITY KICKS YOU IN THE MOUTH, AND YOU WAKE UP TO REALIZE THAT YOUR DREAM SUCKED, AND THAT IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN, SO YOU GIVE IT UP.....
OR GET THIS, THIS ONE REALLY FUCKS ME UP, THIS ONE IS A SCREAM.
SUBTLTY....
SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT PICK UP SUBTLE HINTS, THAT THEY ARENT WANTED. SO YOU THEN HAVE TO PUT UP A BIG SIGN THAT SEZ " FUCK OFF, YOU ARE NOT FUCKING WANTED" HAVE I SEEN A SIGN LIKE THAT, I THINK I MIGHT HAVE. SO NOW, AFTER ALL THIS TIME, I FINALLY GOT THE POINT IN MY THICK HEADED SKULL. I AM GIVING UP THE DREAM. SO I SAY "FUCK YOU" TO MY DREAM, AND I SAY IT WITH A SMILE, I SAY IT WITH OUT SHAME. SO NOW, I ONLY CARE WHAT 1 PERSON THINKS OF ME. SO IF EVERYONE LEAVES BECAUSE THEY THINK IM ACTING LIKE A FUCKING JERK, I SAY THIS, FUCK YOU, THATS PRETTY FUCKING SHADY.
SO NOW HERE IS A STORY, IF I HAD ANY SHAME, THEN I WOULDNT POST THIS, FOR FEAR OF EMBARASSMENT. BUT NOW, I DONT FEAR THAT ANYMORE. THE STORY OF SPYDERHATE.
YA SEE, THERE ONCE WAS A POSTER NAMED SPYDERLUV, AND SPYDERLUV WAS WELL LIKED. SPYDERLUV WENT THRU A HARSH TIME IN HIS PATHETIC LIFE, WHERE HE WAS REALLLLY CONSIDERING SUICIDE, IN FACT HE HAD IT PLANNED OUT AND WAS GOING TO GO THRU WITH IT ONE NIGHT, BUT WHEN HE WAS AT THE LIBRARY, WHERE HE WOULD NORMALLY GO TO POST ON HIS FAV MB, A ? OF HIS WAS ANSWERED BY A "FRIEND" NAMED LORI DAWN, SHE CHECKED HIS EMAIL, AND FORWARDED IT TO HIM, SINCE HE COULDNT, AND BEING THE LITTLE HAPPY FUCK THAT HE ALWAYS TRIED TO BE, HE DECIDED AGAINST SUICIDE FOR THE NIGHT, (YEAH I KNOW, PRETTY LAME FUCKING REASON, AND STORY SO FAR, BUT HEY SO IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, SO EITHER GET THE FUCK OVER IT, OR STOP READING THE SHIT.) LADDY DI, LADDY DA, HE SPOKE WITH LORI THRU IM, AND EMAIL FOR QUITE AWHILE, THEN HE FELL? IN LOVE? WITH HER. ( YEAH STILL BORING AS FUCK SO FAR, AND I KNOW YOU WANT TO LYAO @ HIM RIGHT NOW). ANYWAYZ, SHE COULDNT RETURN HIS ILY, RIGHT AWAY, AND HE UNDERSTOOD THAT, YET HE TOLD HER THAT HE WOULD WANT FOR NO ONE ELSE BUT HER, HE FELT GOOD, BUT THEN REAL WORLD KICKED HIM, AND THERE WAS A POSSIBILITY THAT HE WOULD GET BACK WITH HIS WIFE, AND HE MIGHT HAVE TO DROP TALKING TO LORI, THIS PART ACTUALLY SCARED HIM, THEN HE WENT TO CALL HIS WIFE ONE DAY, AND SHE WASNT THERE HEN SHE AID SHE WOULD BE, HE WENT OFF THE DEEP END, AND HIS STUPID FUCKING RETARDED ASS ACTUALLY TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE (NOW HIS DUMBASS HAD ONLY FLIRTED WITH THIS WAY OF DEATH BEFORE,) SO HE TOOK A RAZOR AND WENT FOR THE WRISTS, BUT HEY, GIVE THE PUSSY FUCK SOME CREDIT, HE WENT LEFT TO RIGHT, AND UP AND DOWN THE WRIST, HIS STUPID ASS JUST DIDNT CUT DEEP ENOUGH. TINGS TURN OUT FOR THE WORST WITH THE WIFE, AND THANKFULLY HE DIDNT DIE, CAUSE IT IS PRETTY FUCKING STUPID TO FUCKING KILL YOUR SELF OVER A WORTHLESS BITCH, HELL ITS PRETTY FUCKING STUPID TO TAKE THE PUSSY'S WAY OUT. NE WAYZ FAST FORWARD TO NOW, HE IS NOW ? HIS LOVE? FOR LORI, AND HIS PESIMISTIC SIDE (THAT WOULD BE ME, SPYDERHATE http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif ) HAS FINALLY CONVINCED HIM THAT LORI DOESNT WANT HIM, AND THE FACT THAT SHE REALLY HASNT BEEN ON MUCH, FOR HER OWN SAFETY, HASNT REALLY PROVEN ME WRONG, BUT HERE IS THE FUN PART,.
LATE ONE NIGHT ON YAHOO, HE WAS IN A CHAT ROOM HOSTED BY HIS BOY MAC, HIM N MAC WERE JOKING AT BEING PIMPS, NE WAYZ THERE WAS THIS GURL IN THERE BY THE NAME OF KELLY_FOR_VICEPREZ. AND SHEWAS A HOTTIE, SO HE DITCHED THE ROOM, AND PM ED HER, HEY A PIMP GOTTA DO, WHAT A PIMP GOTTA DO, SO THEY START TALKING, THEN THY START TO CYBER, CAUSE SHE HAD THIS ATTITUDE LIKE HE COULDNT CHARM HER INTO SHIT, BUT LETS FACE IT, EVEN THOUGH HE HAD ONLY CYBERED ONCE BEFORE WITH JEN, THE SPYDER CAN TALK PRETTY SWEET AND HOT WHEN HE WANTS TO, IF YOU HAVE AN OPEN MIND THAT IS. NE WAYZ, SPYDER AND KELLY HIT IT OFF, SO SPYDER WANST TO TAKE IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL, AND THIS IS WHERE HE GETS MIND FUCKED, KELLY THINKS HE WANTS TO GO TO FAST, LIKE HE GONNA SHOW UP ON HER FUCKING DOORSTEP THE NEXT DAY OR SOMETHIN, PYSCHOTIC BITCH, SPYDER MEETS HER BEST FRIEND TIMMY, HER AND TIMMY USED TO DATE, TURNS OUT SHE DROPPED TIMMY HARD? SPYDER SEZ I LOVE YOU, SHE FREAKS, HIM BEING A STUPID ASS AGAIN,
SHE LATER CONFESSES THAT HER AND TIMMY STILL FUCK, YET SHE SEX SHE WANTS ONLY SPYDER, TIMMY'S GF BREAKS UP WITH HIM, HE STARTS RUNNING HIS CHOPS TELLIN SPYDER THT HE'S JEALOUS THAT KELLY WANTS SPYDER NOW AND NOT HIM, THREATENING SPYDER AND SHIT, COME ON, ITS THE FUCKING NET, THIS BOY CANT HURT ME SO WHATS WITH THE THREATS? NOW THIS NEXT PART STILL CONFUSES ME TO THIS DAY, TALK ABOUT MINDFUCK, TIMMY MAKES KELLY CHOOSE BETWEEN HIM AND SPYDER.. SHE CHOOSES HIM, SO HE CUTS OF ALL HER CONTACT WITH SPYDER,
DEJA VU ALL OVER AGAIN, LATER SHE MESSAGES THE SPYDER, AND HE PISSES HER OFF, BY SAYING SOMETHIN ABOUT HER BF TIMMY, SHE GETS PISSED AND SEX HES NOT MY BF, BLAH,BLAH,BLAH, THEN GOES OFFLINE, NEXT DAY SHE APOLOGIZES, THEN A COUPLE DAYS AGO SHE MESSAGES SPYDER AGAIN SAYIN HOW TIMMY WONT SHUT UP ABOUT WANTING TO FUCK HER, AND SHE TEASES HIM. BLAH,BLAH,BLAH, SPYDER SEZ ITS NOT RIGHT TO TEASE THE BOY, SHE SEZ YOUR MAD, IM LEAVING THEN, BYE (AT THIS POINT SPYDER DONT THINK SHE EVER GONNA STOP FUCKING TIMMY NO MATTER WHAT SHE SAY, AND SPYDER DONT REALLY GIVE AFUCK, SO HE SAY IN A IM, FUCK YOU, ABD HE DELETES HER) HAVENT HEARD FROM HER SINCE.
CONFUSING HUH, WELL I ADOPTED THE NAME SPYDERHATE, BECAUSE I FELT THAT I HAD BETRAYED LORI IN MY HEART.LEO SAID IT BEST, EITHER YOU LUV ME, OR YOU HATE ME. EITHER WAY I DONT GIVE A FUCK. I REALLY DONT.
I AM MUCH WORSE THAN DORK. THIS IS MY DARK SIDE, AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT, I LOVE IT.
FOR NO LONGER WILL I RISK MY FEELINGS OVER THE NET. AND NO MANGA, I WONT KILL MYSELF,
AS MUCH AS YOU WOULD LIKE THAT.
BUT THIS THREAD ISNT MEANT AS A PERSONAL ATTACK ON ANY ONE.
YOU'LL KNOW SPYDERLUV WHEN YOU SEE HIM, IF YOU SEE HIM.
AND I DONT MEAN THIS AS AN ATTACK ON LORI EITHER, BUT ITS GOTTA BE SAID. JUST RAMBLING THOUGHTS HERE NOW, FOR AS LONG AS I HAVE KNOWN LORI, I AM STILL AT SQUARE ONE.
I STILL DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT HERE, I DONT EVEN KNOW HER ADDRESS, HER PHONE NUMBER, WHERE SHE WORKS. YOU KNOW FUCK. I HAD HER NUMBER ONCE, THE ONLY ADDRESS I HAD FOR HER WAS HER FOLKS HOUSE. AND YET A FEW OF YOU ON HERE LIKE REV, DARKLORD, DAYZ KNOW MORE ABOUT HER THAN I DO. BUT SPYDER COULD NEVER
ASK HER ?'S WHEN SHE WAS ONLINE, CAUSE WHEN SHE TALKED TO HIM, HE WASNT THE ONLY ONE SHE WAS TALKING TO. AND SHE WOULD EITHER IGNORE HIM, FORGET ABOUT HIM, OR GET CUT OFF. YET HE'S NVER RECIEVED A LETTER FROM HER, JUST A PHONE CALL ONCE LONG AGO. SO SPYDER DOESNT FEEL THE SAME AS HE DID BEFORE.
OH WELL FUCK IT ALL.
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LET THE HATE RISE UP AND CONSUME US ALL
NO NO NE HATES ME DARKLORD, YET EVERYONE THINKS IM ACTING LIKE A JERK JUST CAUSE I AM SAYING FUCK ALOT NOW???????????
AND NO DAYZ, I DIDNT SAY FUCK YOU FUCK THIS FUCK WHATEVER TO EVERYONE ON THIS BOARD, SO DONT PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH, AND NO FUCK ANYTHING IS NOT MY ANSWER TO EVERYTHING, JUST GOES TO SHOW THAT NO ONE TAKES ME SERIOUSLY, WHEN I DO POST IN SERIOUSNESS.
YOU GUYS ONLY TAKE NOTICE OF ME WHEN I DO USE PROFANITY, AND THEN ITS ONLY TO FUCKING BITCH AT ME.
ITS KINDA FUNNY DAYZ, THAT YOU COME TO MY THREAD, A THREAD THAT IS DIRECTED SOLEY TO ME, BY ME, TO TELL ME THAT YOU'VE HAD IT WITH MY ATTITUDE, AND THAT YOU THINK IM ACTING LIKE A JERK. LOL,LOL.
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LET THE HATE RISE UP AND CONSUME US ALL
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by SPYDERHATE:
AND NO DAYZ, I DIDNT SAY FUCK YOU FUCK THIS FUCK WHATEVER TO EVERYONE ON THIS BOARD, SO DONT PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH, AND NO FUCK ANYTHING IS NOT MY ANSWER TO EVERYTHING
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Okay, then what is this?
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR> Originally posted by SPYDERHATE:
DAY-Z, AND TO ALL THOSE THAT THINK THAT IM ACTING LIKE A JERK.......
FUCK YOU.
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You are not the only one having a hard time in life, you are not the only one having problems. And for the loving someone who doesn't love you back: been there, done that. And probably most of us have gone through that.
And no, I don't hate you. I hate the way you are acting lately, there's a big difference.
I just hope you stop with the 'fuck this, fuck that' shit.
By the way, I think you are acting just like Leo. I have never done or said anything bad to you. Yet when I say you should stop with the hate thing you tell me 'fuck you'. One nice friend you are.
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Princess, Having Had Sufficient
Experience With Princes, Seeks Frog.
I'm the queen of pantsless posters!!
~SpawnyGirl~ ~Angel of Fire~
[This message has been edited by Day-Z (edited April 13, 2001).]
LOOK HERE DUDE,its just a damn computer.Your dragging yourself through the mud over some pretty silly shit.Dont think Im trying to dis you or anything like that.I've come to this board under a few different names,I have known spyderluv and hate.The only advice I can truely give you is dont beat yourself up over stupid shit,and suicide is for the weak.There is only one way to go down,you go down fighting.
Another thing women are like an oxymoron they are a mans worst nightmare and their greatest pleasure.I would rather go swimming with full plate armor than let another woman jerk me around.
From one classic asshole to another,get your head strait,for your own good.
BE YOURSELF,STAY STRONG!!!
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follow me and you shall die!!!
You know what? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE WORD FUCK? YOU ALL SEEM TO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME AND SPYDER SAYING IT SO IF YOU DONT LIKE THE FUCKING WORD? GET A CLUE THE WORD IS NOW A WAY OF LIFE YOU CANT GO ANYWHERE WITH OUT HEARING IT!,
ALSO SPYDER IS RIGHT NICE GUYS DO FINISH LAST SO I AM HERE ON IN IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME FUCK YOU FUCK YOUR WAY OF LIFE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE ME BITE ME! IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT IM SAYING IGNORE IT IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME TELL ME THEN WELL SEE WHAT HAPPENS
SO IF YOU DONT LIKE THE WORD FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU!!
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My Life suffocates Planting seeds of hate Ive loved,turned to hate
Trapped far beyond my fate
I give you take
This life that I forsake Been cheated of my youth
You turned this lie to truth
Anger
misery
You`ll suffer Unto me...
i am the harvester of sorrow