Desiree--it's Spike (Brian).............

check your e-mail my dear Spikey

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i just wanted to say i'm sorry for not being around much lately. you know i'm thinking of you and i still care about you. [img]smile.gif[/img]

for a while, i haven't had a chance to check my board and talk to you--then a month ago, something BAD happened. my father passed away.....

for a month now, i've been sad, alone in my thoughts, and busy trying to keep it off my mind. i'm back at work like normal now, but things still seem far from that. it feels like he was JUST here today and it's already been a month (as of yesterday). i was there when it happened and i tried CPR until the ambulance arrived. they lost him on the way to the hospital.....and i cried my heart out when the nurse and my mother came out and told me. i screamed, "NO! NOT MY DADDY!"---it hurt sooo bad. i just wanted you to know i'm OK and that i'm here for you still, if you need me. (and hopefully you're here for me, because i need you). if you have any hugs or kisses to spare, please send them my way. that along with music and movies have been the ONLY things that have made me feel comfort--i still try to do my normal things--but it's hard to concentrate without thinking about him.

please email me soon so i know you're doing ok, baby. use the same email address you did before. this was my first screen name here at Hostboard, then i changed it to Spike23. (now i can't remember my password for the Spike23 one). lol

well, you take care and i hope to hear from you soon. [img]smile.gif[/img]

love,
Brian (Spike23)

poor poor Spikey [img]frown.gif[/img]

Well, I just wanted you to know that your father has been in my thoughts as well, Spike.


Of course no matter how much you edit my post, Brian will never see his father again. And with him being a complete sympathy whore and about as self-sufficient as Helen Keller with alzheimers, I wish him all the pain in the world.

<font color="#a62a2a" size="1">[ April 19, 2003 09:58 AM: Message edited by: Pat Bateman ]</font>

BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!!!

nice job, dezzie! [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img]

and spike... i do wish you the very best.
deepest sympathies [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]

Wow, Des, that would be so convincing except for the Edited by Desiree at the bottom. [img]confused.gif[/img]

I wouldn't of posted something like this on a messege board, but Spike did, so leave him alone, talk shit about something else, but not about the passing of his dad, that is just wrong.
By what you are doing here is just making an ass out of yourself, I am sorry, but i call it like it is.
I am not going to edit your post anymore, I think its pathetic, but if you want it there, it will stay...

Have a Good Day.

Please do. I believe it to be a fitting tribute, a true testament to Spike being about as useful as an ashtray on a motorcycle.