fuckin spring

god damn allergies
i feel like i'm fuckin dyin..
i've had bad coke
that felt better in my head than this shit..
blargh

i'm not used to spring being this early..
so they snuck up on me...
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all in all..
i'm fuckin glad winter's almost over..
it's still a little chilly..
but nice enough out
for me to have already burnt in the sun
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it's not even april yet and i already have to get out the sunscreen..
this is fucking ridiculous..

*i'msonothappy*

work sucks..
my relationship..
ehhhh..
we act like we're married..
without the fighting part..
we do 'couple' things with.. other couples..
i can't believe it..

this is the most out of character relationship i've had
...in character..
does that make sense?

argh i gotta go switch pc's..
i'll be back for more...

we got lotsa snow here today would you like me to send you a truck load? *L

I'll send some too..I'm so damned sick of it..

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Originally posted by the revenant:
this is the most out of character relationship i've had
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<font size="1" face="Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif">that's a pretty cool thought... almost as if
it came from a novel. fabulous

nahh.. ya can keep yer snow..
i had 16 years of it..
i moved here to get away from it..
but damn..
i didn't think spring would come so early..

and shatzy...
tip of my tongue, dear..
unless of course iw ere tow rite a novel..
then it'd be a novel idea to use that line..

*reads that n shakes my head...
k gimme a break,
i work in a kitchen..

my partner is going for dinner with his ex girlfriend tomorrow night
she moved back into town recently
so she could try and be closer to him again
do i have a right to be pissed?

okay so group concensus says i don't..
as long as it's my bed he's comin home to, right?
but can i still kick her bottle blonde ass?
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iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii think sooo

going shopping tomorrow
comparing prices on piercings
bald man says no more tat's cause he wants to buy the next one
fuck that's okay by me
so i can start buying the jewelery
*does a lil dance
i'm thinkin...
labret..

what visible piercing is sexiest on a woman?
*note i said visible...
without removal of clothing... *L...

and a bottle of bright purple hair dye..
of course

I love the labret [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img]
Almost got it done once [img]tongue.gif[/img]

I still wanna dye my hair purple*L*
but I'll just stick to dark burgundy..

oh and I say go ahead and be pissed..and kick her ass*G*

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Originally posted by the revenant:
what visible piercing is sexiest on a woman?

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<font size="1" face="Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif">earrings.

boring? maybe... but they can highlight without
making a spectacle. (ok so i'm bland)

as for the exgf.... just depends on the situation
i suppose. it's really not about her so much as
it is about him, right?

at least it should be http://www.hostboard.com/forums/

hangin with the ex gf... no problem... provided she keeps inside that safety zone... (ladies you know what im talking about) i mean dinner is dinner...cant very well fuck on a table in public...

<font color="#A9A9A9" size="1">[ March 25, 2005 12:47 PM: Message edited by: EvolutionHasBegun ]</font>

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Originally posted by EvolutionHasBegun:
i mean dinner is dinner...cant very well fuck on a table in public...

<font color="#A9A9A9"><font size="1">[ March 25, 2005 12:47 PM: Message edited by: EvolutionHasBegun ]</font></font>

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<font size="1" face="Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif">sure ya can...just tip 30% for any stains....

*L shatzy..
i have really little ears..
and they're hidden under my mop of hair all the time..
so that kinda counts them out..
besides, i have other plans for my ears...
evil laugh*

as for the dinner..
well,
the circumstances is what pisses me off..
he's staying at my house right now
because he's inbetween places
tomorrow we're both getting new places,
but that's another story for another time

but..
he drops me off at my house,
tells me he'll be back in 15
tot ake me for dinner
2 hours later
he calls to say he's going out for dinner
to this little dimly lit fancy restaurant
with his ex girlfriend
who
like i said
moved here recently so she could be closer to him
and try to rekindle the uh..
flame..

the dinner went over terribly,
he had an asthma attack halfway thru
and had to go to the hospital for the night
which is,
again,
another story all in itself

but in the time they were at the restaurant
she had asked him to leave me and come back to her
she also went as far as calling my house later
to say that he was spending the night at her place
and that they were getting back together..

i knew he was at the hospital though..
i had decided to be civil about it..
it's jsut dinner..
he's crazy about me
so why would he fuck that up?
i mean, c'mon
why would he want something that he already knows is tainted
when he's got me? *L
so anyways..
i was going to be nice about it
but after she did that
well..
all bets are off..
if i see the bitch
she's going to regret it
*sweet smile

oh!
oh!
*flamin red head
rawwwwwr

not long ago,
and yet the image is so vague
i hesitate to label it a memory,
there was a show
of local color and i felt astray
'cuz i had nothing to offer but insufficiency,

and you know that it's a bitch
when you learn to scratch that itch
of blatant fallibility -
sooner to some but eventually,
all gets pointed in the same direction
while the human masses
and their vague conceptions
obliterate each other with impurity,
and you wonder
"what's in this for me?"

to another abyss -
to no avail,
the search is bound to fail,
to another abyss -
to no avail,
so long ago i set sail,
and it chills me to the bone
that i'm so far away
from home,
to another abyss.
so what should i do now?
what should i celebrate,
given finite means
and a penchant to depreciate?
how can i still avow
and depend upon a state
that cares nothing for my happiness,
welfare or fate?

and i know i can't explain
the commotion in my brain,
like a terrifying reality
deconstructed but inadequately,
all gets pointed in the same direction
while the human masses and their vague conceptions
obliterate each other with impurity,
and release the weight of history,

to another abyss -
to no avail,
the search is bound to fail,
to another abyss -
to no avail,
so long ago i set sail,
and it chills me to the bone
that i'm so far away from home,
to another abyss.