Its good to have you back girl...I missed yas and so did others [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
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Its good to have you back girl...I missed yas and so did others [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
I missed you, too! [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
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[img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] i hope you dont mind me posting on your board ALOT *L
Hope you are having a nice day Tracy!!! *hug
~laffs~ a nice and stressful day i am having *L...my damn computer gave up on me last night while i was doing something for a friend ...ARGH!!! *L
Looks like you got your PC back under control, eh?
I went to the doc this morning, the flu is going around here and I had to make sure to catch it*L. He put me out for 2 days, aint that nice?*G
BUT on my way back I stopped at the store to get some bread and when I came back out my car didn't start!!! Now it's still sitting there and I know that they'll prolly tow it soon but I am waiting for a friend ro call me back to see if he can fix it,...
your having a bad day as well huh? *L...thanks to my in-law if it wasnt for her i wouldnt of been on for awhile...I would of went crazy *L
I managed to bring the car home. Its the starter, I prolly can fix it myself , just don't have the money right now to buy the parts.
How are you girl? Is everything ok?
Iam doing alright girl...just taking one day at a time its been stressful lately, but nothing i cant handle
If it gets too tough, remember, you have friends to lean on*hug
its tough and soon its gonna get tougher and tougher..I am not gonna know which was to turn soon
I am here for you when you need to talk!!!
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AWW U 2 are so sweet!!! [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]
Glad ya noticed*LOL
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Hmmmm, why do I get the feeling that something is bothering you girl? You know where to find me, when you need me.
botherin me? just my illness and doctors here where i live
*says a lil prayer for you*
I really, really hope that you'll feel good again one day soon. I hate to see you suffer,...
yanno? sometimes i get so frustrated and tired of fighting to live i just wanna give up and i know i cant cuz of my kids i gotta keep fighting no matter how sick i am...docs cant believe how sick i am and i can take of my kids...its hard believe me...i stopped taking my meds and i'm gonna fight this natural..they say yogurt (sp?) helps the intestine so i am going back on yogurt...i hate that crap so much but i am gonna force myself in eating it...argh i cant believe i got better then all of a sudden i went down hill again..ALL this worrying about everyone...YOU know what? i dont even worry about myself just everyone else
I hear ya girl. But you know, sometimes YOU must force yourself to focus on yourself in order to get well for your loved ones? Your children need you, that's a fact. And I know that your children do give you strength. Giving up is never a solution. And as hard as it may get, always remember that you have friends who love you dearly. Sometimes I wished that we were living closer to each other and mostly I wish that I could bring you here so you could see our doctors. I lost my trust in Canadian doctors when Ron was so sick, or better said he still is so sick and I couldn't see him improving in over a whole year. That's prolly the main reason why we broke up.
Yes, I heard about that yoghurt, too. Its supposed to help alot.
Keep your faith Tracy, things'll get better. You already been through so much troubles in your life and you kept your head high, no need to give up now!!!http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/11/11_6_202.gif
I love you my friend!
Hey (((TRACY)))
Not to be too personal But what is ailing you?
I have bleeding ulseratic colitis..Its been with me for almost 7 years now...every day it seems its getting worse...the docs want me to have surgery but no way..I heard nothing, but horror stories about it i would rather have them try the other theorpy (sP?) they have...they keep telling me if i keep messing around with it i'm gonna kill myself...I tell em i know i faced that before death not once twice..this month it hasnt been easy for me it has taken total control over me...I wish i could take control over it then it over me *sigh*..I know pretty soon i'm gonna need another blood transfusion i have lost lotsa blood in the last couple of weeks....I have gotten weaker and i cant eat a thing..I have tried to eat, but all i can take is bites and thats not good enough...I cant wait until the 21st comes so my doc (family doc) can give me suggestions and if he even says surgery that is where him and I are gonna agrue he knows what i am going through cuz he son has it too..I just havent been through surgeries he has one went through tons and now that there is a needle out that is a 100% argh but there is one problem it cost 10 grand for it...my husband wants to take a loan out for it but we can do with our money for other things...I know my health is important cuz i have to be here for my kids and they need me especially at the ages they are at
Wow, You know I completely know what you are going through...here is the irony
my sisters name is Tracy and she has the EXACT SAME problem!!! unfortunately I do stay as close to her as I would like because she has allowed her illness to be an excuse to use far too many narcotics. You name it * * (insert any med) she has it and is a walking pharmacy !!!
I understand how debilitating it is and painful and draining not only on the body BUT THE MIND and spirit.
You do have to make sure you are around for your kids...Your hubby sounds like a wonderful guy AND I am sure he wants you around too!!! I wouldn't want surgery either. How you ever been tested for food allergy? Maybe Celiac disease??? IDK it makes me feel so helpless thinking about your situation and I barely know you...
Do you use anything like Boost? You know liquid nourishment? You gotta keep you strength up honey!!! I will say a prayer for you!!!!
((((Tracy)))) HUGS!!!
*sits next to cherrysis and says a prayer with her*
I dont use any boost...i dont know about any food alergies...I hate taking meds if there was a way that i dont have to take meds i would be ONE happy person...right now food is my worse enemy.i have been taking foods in the last couple of days with some bacterial culture in it and it seems that iam feeling alittle better..I heard that some kinda thing that in bacterial culture clears up your intestines so i been eating stuff with that in it...I havent been tested for anything but ulsertic colitis and my blood to make sure i dont need a blood tranfusion...my husband he is being an asshole lately *L well i think so.he thinks he knows how i feel but he doesnt (i hate when he does that)...I am just gonna take each day as it comes..I know how harmful this diease can be..Thank YOU...I am sorry about your sister its a very hard diease to deal with you just want the pain to go away and live a normal life *hugs*
I know...I hope your Dr. can find a way to help you. I would ask him to check you for celiac and food allergies as well. Also you have a health food store go and get some acedophillis ( BAD SPELLING SORRY) but it live active bacteria cultures...like what is in the yogurt and it can help.
Hugs!
I was askin my doc if i can get any pills from the health store that has bacterical culture, but he says no...just like he told me that there was no needle for this that will make me 100% better...he lied cuz my family doc told me about ALL of this and so did another person who had this and who has taken the needle...my personally i think my specialist is out for the money, but arent ALL docs?
Thank YOU so much cherrysis you dont know how much i appericate this..i have been getting the run around for almost 7 years and it gets harder and harder each day...I dont know how to control this until this day...there are days i feel so hopeless and just wrecking my kids life, cuz i cant live a normal life and do things they want to do...5 months and half ago i just had a new baby boy i wasnt suppose to live nor either was him, cuz i really ill...it was sooo emotionally knowin that i could lose my lil one now hes here its a sigh of relief and now that i am terriblely sick it hurts cuz docs tell me i wont be living for long cuz how far it has gotten, but i am gonna prove them wrong...again Thank YOU *HUGS*
*hugs my girls*
Tell me more about that operation girl, what exactly would they be doing? I know, operation sucks big time but sometimes there's no other cure,....
I think there has to be another way without a cholastomie ( there goes my bad spelling again) bag...Have you had a lower GI and have they ruled out cancer? I say as long as there is no cancer then I wouldn't want a bag either. I really think there is something in your diet that makes it worse.
Your should also try some liquid Boost or Ensure along with the yogurt and active cultures.
(((TRACY)))!!!!
I don't have no cancer that was ruled out..I am gonna try everything that i can...tomorrow i'll go buy some boost liquid or Ensure...I got those pills that you told me about my husband took me to the mall today to grab them, so now tomorrow its the next step to go buy the boost of Ensure...lets see where this is gonna take me *hugs*
ok...they cut pieces of your intestines out the pieces that are bad then they stick a bag on you [img]graemlins/gulp.gif[/img] ...I could NEVER carry a big of my shit with me...sorry guys didnt mean to gross anyone out
and should i say that they can go again and again inside you to remove pieces of your intestines...its a 2 month stay jsut imagine they say my whole inside looks bad how much they will take out of me and how much they will do the surgery on me..nah uh no way
I pray to God that the pills and boosts will help you Tracy*hugggggggggggggggggggggggg*