bored at school

every day i come into the library at 9 50 after my cooking class.. i have this cooking class for 2 hours im basically an intern at a hotel! yeahh thats fun huh? but i always come on to this site to look around and always wish i could talk to someone but most sites are restricted on these comps... soo lets start a chat! i bet theres other students bored on a computer at school too... you can talk about whatever you feel like.. maybe something thats bothering you.. anyway i hope everyone is having a good day.. my days alright, i woke up late but i rushed and dressed up seksi today because we had some important things happening in that cooking class. i have english orchestra chemistry and economics and then im done for the day! i think i have a test in chemistry... im nervous! ok goodluck and whatever tests you guys might be having! lol

I don't go to school. HA HA Ha Ha
I'm too old. Instead I take everyone else to school.

oi i have lots of troubles at this ecursed place cant get math grade up cause darn teachers don't update grades so i am stuck at 57%(F) and 3% away from a D- and its like they know i want to play and get expacs and will not stop at anything to fail me [img]graemlins/cry.gif[/img]

lucky cat =(

ahh that sucks solin, ive heard of that but never dealt with it.. i think teachers like kids who play instruments.. were like nerds! lol... your trying your hardest in class???? huh?? uhhmm i suppose i cant like make you feel too bad because i cheated on my chemistry test... =) but i filled in 3 questions wrong so it wouldnt be a 100 lol.. i kind of almost want the answers to be wrong because i feel guilty!

lol i really need to quit doign that.. i needed to ask my brother to delete that other post because my friend was pressing buttons and she clicked post so it was just that random post.. that kiddos one lol! that wasnt gael that was me!!!

tell gael to change password lol then you wont be able to log on and do that =P unless you know how to hack -looks innocent-

I would join ya'll with this but work has a filter and I can't get on message boards. Well I might not be around this week end to play again got to finish up this web page I been messing with for a wile.

I just got off work and im goign to hit the hay. Enjoy your boredom while it lasts. Then you have to work full time and dont have time to play. [img]smile.gif[/img] I miss you all.

bah i would rather go to work then school cause then i would be able to play at night then and be the night owl and early bird i always have been =P, so far 2% away from a D- so i am almost there my teacher has just gotta put in like 50 assignments and i will be able to play again...probably like 2 or 3 hours a day on weekdays and i am hoping to get at least 6 hours on weekends (but i know none of that will happen cause my dad will probably make me quit EQ if i do something really horrible ='( ) that was just a wee bit off topic there hehe

DELEBE:
heyy im in 6th period.. ughh i almost threw up like 30 minutes ago.. it was scary.. i havent eaten all day.. dont know why i would feel like this..!! i just got back from spring break so this is sucking soo bad.. but anywayy omg im so happy i got a 95 on my critical analysis that i worked on a few weeks ago.. im soo happy!!! yay! anyway i hope everyones having a good day, love you! now all i can think about is going to go watch v for vandetta!

luckies i want to go see that ='( tell me if its good or not please. just 3 more months till school is over for me =P

i keep getting logged on as gael here but today i had time to log to my name. yesterday i had orchestra rehearsals at 6 -9, i was planning to watch v for vandetta right after school so i could go to rehearsals at 6 but the closest time was at 4 so i went to rehearsals and lied about having to leave half way ..because it was my dads bday.. muaha..
humm i never like hearing good things about movies when im about to watch them because then i go expecting a good movie.. soo it was the opposite of horribly unpleasant.. go watch it! todays a good day, its 40 degrees outside.. yesterday it was 90 lol. im wearing my letter jacket, i didnt think id get to wear it anymore for this year! oo has anyone read hamlet? im loving it, i love shakespeare! how is everyones day going so far?! anyway ill be on today since my brother has work, ill see you guys then, love ya! have a good day!

Ooh Hamlet i watched the movie yesterday ... some guys kinda lied to some dudes at school and separated a room for watching the movie for a "project" they had assigned all, basicly we were playing MTG with Hamlet movie as backgroud =P

lol i want to see the movie with mel gibson, looked really good from what i saw. we started reading it in english, ahh i love reading shakespeare! i got my grade in chemistry yesterday.. 74.5 lol woo! our teacher was telling us that we needed to pay attention on the notes that we were taking because itll be 60 percent of the next test but im soo falling asleep in that class! i was like dozing off as i wrote.. lol all i can think of is graduating, its making me lazy, i feel like i deserve a break. i dont though, ive always been half ass at school. blehh anyway, ill see you guys later, hope everyones having a good day

define good, today is gonna be weird along with friday without eq to cheer me up i have nothing to do this weekend(unless my dad leaves) other then to apply myself to walk to the library and rent those books you guys told me about-sigh- i need to find something to do

hamlet is good if you feel like reading shakespeare, im really craving a good sci fi.. were going to be reading a book soon called a brave new world, i hope its good. im almost tempted to reread ender's game before the movie comes out, you should rent that book if you like good sci fi books. ughh someone tell me of a good book to read, i have to time get one here in the library! =P
anyone like fall out boy? or hawthorne heights? oor all american rejects?? im seeing all three of them in concert saturday! im soo exciteed.. and its general admission so were gonna get pushed around and bruised lol. i want to be in the front im just scared of moshpitting, im not holding anyone up! screw that! ill post some pictures of the concert for fun later. anyway im going to be horribly busy today fri and saturday but ill be on sunday hopefully. love ya, hope your having a good day!

at least you get to leave school(i think) i am gonna be watching and maybe reading romeo and juliet, gonna bring my pillow and sleep that whole hour hehe.

ah crap i triple posted(someone delete it if ya can)

<font color="#a62a2a" size="1">[ March 24, 2006 10:40 AM: Message edited by: Solin Songweavir ]</font>

ah crap i triple posted (someone delete if ya can)

<font color="#a62a2a" size="1">[ March 24, 2006 10:41 AM: Message edited by: Solin Songweavir ]</font>

aww i love romeo and juliet, its my favoriite. ill take off a post later for you. soo does anyone have myspace?? everyone should start a profile. like mine is www.myspace.com/banann and on my friends you can see my brother, hes probably the first on there! sol i go to two different schools by the way.. i wish i got out of school early lol.. so hows everyones day going? mines kind of miserable, my friend in cooking class left during spring break to see her bf across the country and she was supposed to be back last weekend but she hasnt gotten home yet.. and im scared of calling her parents to ask about her because maybe ill like make them really sad. everyone asks me about her too because we did everything together and it makes me want to cry. =( i hope shes ok whereever she is.

ya i never read or seen it so i might have to stay awake and watch it. so you made the post a sticky now, so i am back to school and i was checking my grades and my math grade went down from a 58 to a 55 cause of some stupid test that was 25 points and i got 10 wrong and he doubled the points to 50 so i got 15 out 50 [img]graemlins/cry_smile.gif[/img] i am never gonna get good grades if my teachers are evil and secretly hate me =(

Bahaha now reading this topic and realizing I haven't said anything at all yet makes me feel like I'm being antisocial..just like at school! yippeee =P

Actually I haven't been keeping up with the forum much since last week was my spring break..took me a sec to put two and two together and realize you guys weren't off too heh. Anyway umm...Right now I'm dancing mah pants off! Or I could be if I weren't lazy and if I were dancing! During spring break Trict secretly copied all my songs to his computer and then copied his to mine soo I'm going through all his music and listening to it..yay.

Oh well about school! Uhhh..umm..I'm personally doing fine so long as the people don't drive me insane. Classes never worry me and I always draw in them lol..kinda sucks to have to erase it though when I do it on homework. oops.. =P

Um um Hamlet! I haven't read it actually...or hell even Romeo and Juliet (SOBS) but now that I think about it I want to hehe..I remember reading Julius Caesar in 9th grade..really enjoyed it....even my teacher complains about how he won't get to teach us Romeo and Juliet this year lol...darn it! We're reading a good book right now though called Lord of the Flies. Woot for banned books! He assigned a few chapters to read during spring break but I finished the book before it even started..it was kinda creepy..I couldn't put it down.

Anyways....since I'm all ready noticing this is such a long winded post I'm gonna shut up! [img]wink.gif[/img] I'll bother you guys some later I promise.. mwahaha! And I hope everyone is doing good and all that jazz. *steals a hug from everyone before running away*

..*steals an extra hug from Delebe for fun* [img]tongue.gif[/img]

omgg i haated lord of the flies.. was the worst ending ever! thats weird your reading it in your grade, i read it last semester as a senior book. humm soo notice i didnt post anything yesterdayy>?? sunday night i had a bowl of noodles.. i thought it was one of the bowls i bought like 2 months ago but it was an old one i had forgotten about!! it was incredibly spicy.. but i tried not to be a chicken and waste it so i ate as much as i could and then next morning i got soo sick.. i threw up 14 times.. hurash.. cant believe i did that, i got a really bad fever too! i was so scared, my fever is completely gone today though, i havent eaten anything since sunday night.. dont plan to, i almost threw up working in the kitchen today because of all the different smells! =( i cant wait to get home, i want to get in bed and sleep all day. eghh im feeling queezy right now, maybe i should go to the nurse.. i hope everyones having a better day than me!

what the heck is the lord of the flies, weird name for a book or movie. well then guess i ain't gonna post much oh well /waves

lol I really liked Lord of the Flies.. was interesting to me. I've also read Pride and Prejudice this year which was almost painful because of the writing style but I thought the storyline was soo cute..hehe. Ohh well speaking of Englishy stuff I wanted to post something I found amusing that has to do with punctuation (OMG I know I'm such a freaking dork but you guys will still like me anyway...right? I hope. =P) Heeere goooes =P

Read The Following:

Dear John I want a man who knows what love is all about you are generous kind thoughtful people who are not like you admit to being useless and inferior you have ruined me for other men I yearn for you I have no feelings whatsoever when we're apart I can be forever happy will you let me be yours Gloria

Now read these two versions fo the same text that are punctuated differently:

Dear John, I want a man who knows what love is all about. You are generous, kind, thoughtful. People who are not like you admit to being useless and inferior. You have ruined me for other men. I yearn for you. I have no feelings when we're apart. I can be forever happy -- will you let me be yours? Gloria

Dear John, I want a man who knows what love is. All about you are generous, kind, thoughtful people, who are not like you. Admit to being useless and inferior. You have ruined me. For other men, I yearn. For you, I have no feelings whatsoever. When we're apart, I can be forever happy. Will you let me be? Yours, Gloria

Is punctuation important?

....*giggles* ..dork dork! Anyway umm hope you guys have had a good day or days! [img]wink.gif[/img] *runs away again*

im so the first one with like no punctuation lol! yeyyyyy... that boggled my mind =P i feel like ive gotten so bad at everything

ook thats really starting to piss me off! i remember making sure i was logged on as delebe...

anyway! soo today is a slow day, i have alot of thoughts to get out. ( but ill only talk about one ) liiike does anyone know anything about the immigration law? and do you live in one of the states thats going crazy over it.. because all of the schools here are walking out of class and just marching to the city hall in town. i cant get away from this issue, it has to do with me but i dont want to think about it. am i supposed to feel guilty for not joining all of the other stupid kids protesting? im lucky enough to be able to go to school and im not going to use that as an excuse to walk out. seems like thats what all the other kids are doing. yesterday our principle offered his help saying that he would wait after school in the cafeteria and accept letters and hear what people think about this and he would contact the mayor.. NO ONE showed up..
living this way has always brought up problems for us but i never let it get to me. now i just cant get it off my mind and im worried.

Uggh...I can understand how you feel that you're lucky to be able to go to school in the first place..What exactly are the immigration laws though? Like are they going to try kicking you out of school or are they just saying no more immigrants can come or what? As far as I know Ohio isn't going nutz..but then again I can miss my friends announcing that they'd like for me to come to see them perform in a school play when they're practicly saying it to my face soo...maybe I'm just slow lol.

Buuut since I don't really know what's going on.. my opinion is that if they're trying to limit or take away your rights when you've all ready been here for a while then that's just ridiculous..if that's the case then I think protesting or whatever wouldn't be a bad idea but since I don't really know what's happening....umm...

...umm...yeah..... what are the immigration laws?

its basically doing good for the illegal immigrants and also doing bad.. liike its gonna help us get our papers faster but itll also make it a felony to be illegal or have anythign to do with one....... something like that.. ive totally ignored it unfortunately.. wish i didnt.

anyway this is weird but it has to do with my everyday schoolness =P has anyone had a huge crush yet? im really in love with someone.. and i cant stop thinking about them! everyday i get to talk to him and i feel so lucky to get the chance to.. and you know how you can be so confident around alot of people but when your around them or talking to them you do and say everything wrong.. i feel like such a stupid little girl lol.. i just wish he felt the same way, kind of makes me sad you know? probably because im not too cute. i still would rather be his friend than nothing at all. i want to tell him i love him all of the time but i bet it makes him uncomfortable =/ maybe i should get over him, i dont want to push him away with my weirdness.. i kind of tried to this weekend by going out with some guy, but i couldnt stop thinking of him while i was on this date. ahhh help mee.. i love hiim

my brother got a room in a 5 star hotel and jared my sis and i are going to spend the night over there, kind of random but i like it! soo ill see everyone tomorrow and maybe ill have some posts when i get to school! =) have a goodnight!

hmm weird...oh well =P just ask him lol not liike he'll yell or just walk away from you or something hehe (but if he does just kill all of the orcs in crushbone that always make me feel better [img]wink.gif[/img] )

lol Dele. I haven't really had a huge crush yet so to say but I have a vague idea of what you're talking about..like when a guy holds a door open for me I feel really special because I never expect anyone to be nice to me..and it's one of the most absurdest feelings ever! I think I can kinda relate it to crushiness..and as for feeling that I'm doing/saying things wrong around a guy...heck I do it around everyone..it's just a part of who I am. [img]tongue.gif[/img]

Heey well I agree with Solin actually..I say you ask him out or something..maybe you'll find you have alot in common and maybe he'll end up feeling the same way about you. But if you don't try you'll never know. =) .. let us know how everything goes! *nod*

I was going to post something this morning before school (gasp) but I overslept just a wee bit and I didn't really have time to write much so I decided to not do it at all..It's kinda funny because I was going to post about how I was happy about how my friend was doing (I think I talked to you about her a little) because it seemed like people stopped trying to provoke her and that she was doing better with not taking every little word so personally...well apparently I was wrong. I don't know if it was people purposefully trying to hurt her this time or if she warped some words she heard in her mind again..but what I do know is that for whatever reason she threw another tantrum.

I'm too stubborn/naive to truly feel that this cycling situation of bullying and tantrums is hopeless..but I'll admit, sometimes I come very very close to thinking it is. I've been hoping against hope that things will magically get better. Maybe they will, maybe they won't....

On another note in History we're learning about the Vietnam war. Maybe that's what's got me feeling really bummed atm..hearing the war stories, conspiracies, and betrayal ALWAYS sets me off.

Anyyywaaay I kind of feel silly for ranting a bit but baah..I'm just frustrated! I know I'll probably feel better tommorow, though.. I hope you guys had an awesome day and if it wasn't awesome then umm..I hope it wasn't a bad one. [img]wink.gif[/img]

dont feel silly! this is what i want this thread to be about! just random ranting of things! uhhh im not gonna ask this person out, i dont want to ruin my friendship with him.. and its always better to get to know them lots more before you do anything else! i love him though =P shh

aand i know what you mean about history.. lol im not in any history classes though.. more government and economics atm! ( boring ) history was always my favorite subject.. next to english and science.. i looooOOOooved hearing war stories and meeting vietnam veterans and learning about it thoroughly.. ww2 though is my favorite.. its very depressing but its something i dont mind learning about at all because its just something i think is important to everyone. blah blahh..

soo about your friend, i really dont know what to suggest, since youve told me alot about her situation already and what has already been done =/ i feel bad for her! i havent been so mean in school, kind of grew out of being embarrassed of who im talking to or whatever after freshman year.. was really stupid. that one girl i told you about.. im trying to talk to her more but she seems to want alot of attention or is always exagurrating about things to get attention. maybe that could have been something that made her get picked on, after being in the same school all the way to your senior year you cant change your reputation.
no one gets the big picture, school is like a phase in your life you still have to go through college and find your lover and get your career started. people get stuck trying not to be a loser in school and they fail miserably at trying to get out of it. i stress myself over graduating and my test tomorrow.. not some stupid chick thats gonna make my day miserable. i dont even stereotype myself, i dont know what iam.. i dont hang out with a group of people that are something.. like preppy? or punk? i dont like fitting in, i just like to have interesting conversations with people who are different than me. i wish that kids wouldnt take what others say to them so seriously.. i know i should take my own advice sometimes! but what i mean is kids at school getting picked on, why should they let some jerk ruin the rest of their life? are they going to let this follow them when they get out of highschool? i sure as hell am not going to let my reputation follow me.. im gonna be a little angel =P wheeen your in highschool you see alot of your old friends or people you used to talk to alot back then turn into someone completely different or you hear about them hurting themselves. all because of some jerk off getting a kick out of teasing them. life isnt easy but highschool is just a tiny part of the rest of our lives and if we cant handle that then.. were ghey.. yeahh enough of that.. anyway maybe ill be able to get on at school tomorrow.. library has been closed lately for testing. hope everyone has a good night

Blaa well I found out something interesting today about a used-to-be-friend of mine (I don't want to say we're not friends but we don't have any classes with eachother and we've really drifted apart, but we were super close friends in early elementary school years)..supposedly he's recently admitted that he's gay. Now, even though I have a general distrust for rumors, this still sent my head spinning..I dunno..I think it has both a possibility of being true or not true and I'm not too sure what to think..it just feels weird because I used to have a crush on him in the 1st grade and he had one on me..it's just like one of those things that is like a milestone marking how far we've come and how different everything is..I'm feeling a little sad again.

Well I don't really have much else to say. Friend threw another tantrum...lol I'm honestly feeling too blue to think of much else to post atm...Ojala que vosotros esteis bien.

I wonder if I even said that right.. but in otherwords I hope you guys are well and blah blah!

wow [img]eek.gif[/img] that was weird well i had the same thing except that hes not gay(at least i dont think)(and i aint a girl so ya i dont know X_x) we used to be great friends until he wasn't returning my calls and i ain't sure if we are still friends or not [img]graemlins/cry.gif[/img] but anyways hope everyone has a good afternoon not like me with parents gone to my confrences for school but at least my grounding can't get any worse unless my dad cancels EQ i hope not or else i will hate him forever and then when i am 18 and in my own house or hotel (going to college) i am buying like 2 computers and another account and box so i can actually get a group instead of soloing everything in echo until i get expacs, that was a bit off topic hehe oh well have a nice day [img]tongue.gif[/img]

ecursed double posts...man this comp is slow(i have 2 but the i play for EQ is alot faster, and this one is for like allakazam and stuff)

<font color="#a62a2a" size="1">[ April 06, 2006 06:41 PM: Message edited by: Solin Songweavir ]</font>

so you would hate your parents because of EQ cancelled, thats childish ... then again you are just a small brat so i guess its ok until you grow a brain.

Edited because I am simply dumb.

<font color="#a62a2a" size="1">[ April 07, 2006 07:07 PM: Message edited by: Kayeotic Bladesiren ]</font>

ya kerrir ='(. anyways i said if they do cancel it but right now i just don't care unless they do (hehe confusing).

i think it would be really mean to hate your parents forever for cancelling a game.. but yeahh no being mean on forums!!!!!! *kick*

but this game is fun and i gave up the outside world for it, sorta i still go fourwheeling and snowmobiling and that =P. yes i got del on my side to haha the dark side shall not suceed