As I talk to you right now, I'm typing one-handed, so please be tolerant of spelling or typo's.
I'm a senior in high school, and am going onto college for a musi major, possibly music education... but I've alwyas dreamt of playing. Regardless of that dilemma, I had a very bad injury last Friday in my CADD class. To make a long story short, I was chiseling wood and put the chisel into the middle of my left thumb. I cut through the tendon and it was all very messy. There is no hand specialist here, so I have to drive 2 1/2 hours to Green Bay WI to get surgery early bext week. There might be nerve damage, as I can feel it get more painful as the skin heals.
My question is, will this affect my dreams as a musician? I made sure all of the doctors I saw while trying to get treatment knew I was a musician, but somehow through all the poking and prodding I don't think they grasped the delicacy of technique and grip I require. Also, they avoided stitching the sking and treating it, as I am 17 and a minor, and they couldn't get a hold of my parents for hours.
I guess this hand specialist deals with a lot of musicians, and everyone's been telling me tendons shouldn't be too hard to repair, but I can't help but worry. Will my fulcrum be dead? Will my grip be insensitive or useless? Of course I don't expect you guys to know, but maybe just share similar experiences or hope.
On top of all of this, they estimate a 3 month time with no playing with my left hand and having to go through physical therapy, and my girlfriend of over a year broke up with me last week. I'm determined to stay in things, though, as I have several gigs coming up, and two jazz band festivals. I'm confident I can get by with one hand, reasonably well, but can't help but worry my dreams are dead.
Sorry, I guess I just needed to talk to fellow drummers about how crappy things are going. [img]confused.gif[/img]
