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Anyone ever feel like this?
ive been online for lets say 7-8 yrs now ive met lots of people over the years in chatrooms ,instant messengers,hostboards ect... some people have left ,some people have stayed.i feel like i have drifted apart from most of my friends not cause i wanted to but because they let themselves drifted from me. people that used to talk to me, don't anymore don't think i done anything for them to be this way and if i had done anything i wish they would let me know .i can only count on one hand how many that still stay in touch with me when it use to be i needed more hands and fingers with all the people that used to stay in contact with me.its like i feel like a outcast these days .i hate that feeling.i want it to be like it used to be but its not like that anymore.i do my part on trying to stay in contact but i just don't get that from the other side .only a few i get it from but there is many still i don't.so if anyone is out there that used to be a great friend if i have done or said ANYTHING to make you distance yourself from me let me know k ..don't disconnect from me without letting me know why.
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I know the feeling Twiii....I have been online for 7 years now...I made lotsa friends from Partyhouse...instant messengers and hostboards, but it seems that some of the friends i did make they drifted away...I do have a few really close friends on here and i cherish every moment i spend with them and hold close all the memories...sometimes friends drift away, but cherish the friends YOU do have left [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]
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I Cherish every friend i do have left also its just i hate to see some leave my life without a explantion(sp)just leave off the face of the earth never to be seen nor heard again [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]
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friends suck.....hugs do too [img]graemlins/gulp.gif[/img]
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*HUGS* CG luv ya girl
I know exactly what you mean Mrs.Gator those that used to be your friend may just say a hello and thats as far as it goes ,when it used to be a everyday conversation with that person ..i know also what you mean by people not talking to you because you talk to people that they don't like well yanno that is so childish,just because they don't like that person doesn't mean you aren't supposed to dislike them.
i guess you can say its one of my biggest pet peeves it seems the only ones on AW/HB that associate with me is you ,CG,AK,Blue,SS and CC i can leave a post on others boards but they never reply back to me or even acknowledge me anymore..i can go into a chatroom where some of my old PH friends are they don't speak they act like they don't see me in there they may say hey and thats about it.....anyways like the saying goes you know who your true friends are ...and i appreciate you and CG and whomever else that takes the time to hold a lil convo with me and cares enough to see how iam on a day to day basis i wanna thank you [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
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i understand what you mean completely...most
times i feel like a thread killer...cause when
i post on some boards...it just stops right there...
i understand that people are busy and dont
always have time to answer...but when it
happens time after time...i get the point...so
i dont post anymore...ya know?
and it is childish to get so upset when someone
gets mad over who you talk too...pm me with your
reasons and i will discuss it with you...dont
make a whole scene or just totally blow me off
i know Dyl feels the same way too...he doesnt
post much anymore because of a situation like
that...i thought about deleting my board...but
there are some here that i need to keep in touch
with...plus with being off work right now..it
gives me something to do...to come and harass
Evo and Bama and talk to you and CG and a few
others...*L*
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i totally understand YOU Twiii baybeee know that i love YOU and mRs GatoR, Amanda, noclouds [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]
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*HUGS* [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]
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*hugs Twiii* love ya girl!!!!
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i have about 8 old friends here that still
talk to me...3 of you posting on here...
after 7 years of being at ph...i used to have
70.............there are a few that i bump
into that will say hello and thats it...
there are a few that i met at hostboard that
are cool but i dont know that well....but i
consider them friends...
seems like after i quit monitoring...i wasnt
good enough for alot of my friends at ph...
like the only reason they talked to me was
cause i was a monitor...*shrugs*....there are
some that i just dont know about....they get
pissed off cause i talk to certain people...
two of them i was very close too...i try to
be friends with everyone...if they cant
understand that...then were they really friends?
and my guy friends...well...after GaToR and i
got together...boom...most of them were gone..
like they are afraid to talk to me anymore...
but..Evo, Bama and Ron still talk to me...and
im glad...cause all 3 are special to me in their
own way...Ron just cause he is Ron *L* and thru
him i met noclouds....Evo cause he has always
been my supporter and my cyber pimp...*LMAO*
Bama...cause he can look at
things in a deep way...there were times that
i got overwhelmed as a monitor...and Bama just
made things better...
you and CG are special to me...always have been
even after i went back to work and was gone from
here for a while..
my friends have dwindled down...but the ones i
have left are treasured! *HUGS* [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] yall!
*HUGS* Bama again to see him [img]graemlins/gulp.gif[/img] *LMAO*
<font color="#ADA56B" size="1">[ September 01, 2004 12:55 PM: Message edited by: mRs.GaToR ]</font>
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yeap yeap exactly what iam talking about Mrs Gator i think iam a thread killer also..noone responds to my threads or either iam overlooked .very few will respond but its like the main ones i mentioned that i keep in contact with and they keep in contact with me.so ive made a pack with myself i will only post where i know i will get a response .why waste my words somewhere else where iam no gonna get a response yanno its just a waste of my time really.
anyways..those of you that we keep in touch i wanna to tell yas i lub yas [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
<font color="#ADA56B" size="1">[ September 02, 2004 09:43 AM: Message edited by: Twilite ]</font>
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smile Twwiii [img]smile.gif[/img] *hugs*
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I [img]smile.gif[/img] CG *HUGS* .......Mrs gator*HUGS*
and [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] the both of ya
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Ummm, don't mean to butt in here but I noticed Twi has been on my board so I came to look around...looks nice...love the boots *L* Just wanna say that since I made my board, which was purely out of boredom, y'all have all been very nice in welcomin me here, and I really do appreciate that. I use to chat in Party House bedroom but I've lost touch with lots of people too...mostly my fault tho. Things just happened that I'd get busy and not respond to e-mails or not go in the rooms and now that it's gone I miss it. Just another lesson in don't take for granted what ya have today...might not be here tomorrow. Anyhoo, just wanna say thanks to all of ya...Canadian Girl, Mrs. Gator, Digital J, Phantom Blue, Twilite, Far From Perfect, and last but certainly not least Evo, my fellow Texan...*L*...Thanks again y'all and come see me sometime...I need some board action *L*
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Kandie...its been nice having a fellow beddie
even though i dont remember ya *L* i sure do
miss PH.......and all the fun we used to have...
but im glad you found your way here! *HUGS*
and welcome!
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I don't remember a Mr. or Mrs. Gator either *L* I kinda chatted in spurts...pardon the bedroom pun.*L* Actually, Kandie is a fake name...I use it when I'm strippin...*L*...j/k. I always chatted under my real name, ERICA. My best bedroom buddies were French Kiss, bare necessities, Cookie Monster, Pegasus, T-Bone, sierra and rain...Oh yeah and perryman, can't forget him. I still get e-mail from sierra but other than that I've lost touch. I know they chatted in Nasty Chat for a while but I haven't gone in there in probably over a year...needless to say I'm outta the loop... [img]tongue.gif[/img]
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[img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] ya both!
Twi....you have a pm *S*
<font color="#ADA56B" size="1">[ September 02, 2004 12:28 PM: Message edited by: mRs.GaToR ]</font>
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omg ERICA!!!!! i remember you!!! i was
Chilly aka JustChillin and i used
to be a monitor.....and GaToR is
my hubby *G* ....and those were all
my chat buddies too! i get an email from bare
about 2 times a year...she hasnt been online
much for about 2 years since she had a baby!
i havent heard from Pegasus for 3 years..
or T-Bone...geesh i miss him! he is such a
sweetheart...he helped me through alot over
the years i have known him...always a shoulder
to lean on...and cookie monster....omg he was
a riot! i see T-Shirt once in a blue moon at
nasty...Jeepers is about the only one i see
the most...she always makes me smile! [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]
omg...talk about a walk down memory lane...i
miss PH so much....but im glad you found us
here!!! *HUGS* [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]
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Welcome to my board Kandie :-) your welcome here anytime!!
I try to visit boards on a daily basis and i must say i like your board your decor and everything its really nice *S*
im from partyhouse also i have used the names Twilite/Twi..i chatted on the porch and moved to the pool..met lots of sweet people there,lost touch with a few good ones :-(
but theres nothing like PH i sure do miss it *sigh* anyways glad you stopped by ,come again
psttttttttt watch out for EVO he may want to show you his winky *LOL*
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Kandie....you may remember Evo...he used to stop
in the bedroom to harrass me all the time...
trying to cyber pimp me out*L*
Evo=Spirit
ring a bell? *L*
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Cookie Monster is always in nasty chat as for Pegasus i'll see that name now and then..french kiss never seen that name in the bedroom T-Bone, sierra and rain goes to nasty chat [img]smile.gif[/img] ...rain is one of the mods in nasty chat
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you just need a bama bangin to put ya back in the loop...its good loop theripy
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i am a man of many names... and sometimes its best not to name them...people may not like me anymore if ya do...*L*
and speaking of feelings....
ya ever get that feeling like a strangers hand in your pants... just to realize its your OWN hand?
that just gives me the chills ya know... [img]tongue.gif[/img]
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Chillin!!!! This is too funny. See what happens when ya change your name *L* I had no clue this was you. I think I kinda remember Gator...*whispers in your ear*...didn't he have a thang with Rumpshaker? *LOL* Why am I laughin??? Remember Cookie Monster called me his wife? *LOL* God, those were the good 'ole days. Me and him still talk on Yahoo but his computer is down right now...I think he says we had a kid or some shit like that *L* French Kiss had a baby...Joyache got married...Peg, well I still talk to him sometimes on Yahoo but the last I heard he was goin to church and was tryin to stay away from chat. Yeah CG, I've seen T-Bone in the Nasty Room but he always asks me if I'm into anal sex with a strap-on. *LOL* I had a fling with T-Bone and hope it's not the same one...if it is he's broadened his horizons *L* I've chatted with si and rain a few times in Nasty...they're still the same...crazy as hell *L* Thanks Twi for letting me come in and you are welcome in my place anytime. I see you harrassing Evo and Digital J in there...you go girl *L* Gotta deal for y'all...let's all meet and crash Nasty one nite. *LOL*...*thinkin*...a Bama bangin, huh?...And I thought you told me Bam stood for Alabama *L* Maybe I should change my Kandie name back to ERICA...I might hook up with some more of my bed buddies...*L*...Great to see ya Chillin...you rock [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img]
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you are right...GaToR and Rumpie were a thing
at first....and the TBone at nasty...i hope
he is NOT the same one...omg...one night i
gave him our secret code...*BigWetSloppyKiss*
and all i got was...where are you sloppy
kissing at? would i enjoy it? i was like...
OMG.....that is NOT our Tbone *LMAO*
We all do need to crash nasty some night!
CG...Twi...Evo.......when?????? *L*
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guess i need to go to nasty more often then eh?
i have been staying outta chat cause there is
never anyone i know there *P*
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He he Kandie i gotta give the boys a hard time every once N a while *LOL* i like aggravating em specially EVO .....Thanx for welcomeing me to your board like i said your welcome here anytime and yeah lets make a date for nastychat *giggles*
<font color="#ADA56B" size="1">[ September 04, 2004 10:32 AM: Message edited by: Twilite ]</font>
