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Unfinished Letters...
Dear M-,
I have written letters to you so many times. I have them stacked up, all piled neatly. Each one with a different phrase that I want to save. All of them struggling for eloquence. I can try to write what I want to say. I can pretend I know how, but I end up writing dribble. All of them more full of nonsense. Sometimes I find it harder to write because we talk on the phone every night. Although we don't talk. We still have a lot to say to each other, and we say it. Sometimes our one repeated phrase is all I want to write to you. You amaze me, thrill me. You are a wonder...a marvel. Someone so amazingly beautiful. And when I am not eloquent, you forgive me. When our silence on the phone pierces the darkness...I am always amazed at the sound of your breathing...amazed at how comforting it is. I am not one for public displays of affection, but I want everyone to know. I want them to know that finding you has changed my life. That loving you has made me whole.
I love you...
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So I'm a hopeless romantic...I'm sure all of you have had moments like this...and yes, M- is a real person...
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~Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.~ T.E.Lawrence
~These posts are for entertainment purposes only. Thank you.~ by D.A.N.
~Murder one I didn't know what I did
I figured it out by murder two
Murder three I stopped feeling ashamed
This is me I'm going for you~ by: dwim
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yes, I remember those days. . .
*sigh*
http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif
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*hugs dpbluc3 and Bran*
Oh and Bran...in light of all that you and Jax say on the board...you'll get what's coming to you...you deserve it *hugs Bran again*
I know I will type more and if you guys are lucky M- will respond...hopefully tonight http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif
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~Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.~ T.E.Lawrence
~These posts are for entertainment purposes only. Thank you.~ by D.A.N.
~Murder one I didn't know what I did
I figured it out by murder two
Murder three I stopped feeling ashamed
This is me I'm going for you~ by: dwim
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Thanks for posting that Miral. A lot of people can relate, I'm sure.
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Branflakes, the ninja lesbian milk getter.
The one called "brain" and "brainflakes" and....
Officially declared "cute".
"One thing I've never been is straight, dear girl." Katchoo, SiP
I'm tired of the silent majority. Silence equals death.
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*sniff sniff!*
Waaaugh! Now I miss my fat and stupid ex-wife!
(the divorce was final on July 10th)
I may say she's F & S, but she's also the prettyest woman in the whole world! I still love her to pieces.
*wanders off to cry*
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*Sits next to 5cats and mopes*
Not everyone can relate, of course. Still, there's time yet.
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Hey, didn't M just introduce themselves at STP?
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The darkness in my soul is eternal. It shapes my destiny and I embrace it.
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*looks at fenix* Watch out guys he's a quick one http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/biggrin.gif
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Ski
Last of the Freelance Drinkers
Greatest sword fighter in Michigan
The man in the black Trans Am
Miral's Slave
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Who's quick? My M-?
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~Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.~ T.E.Lawrence
~These posts are for entertainment purposes only. Thank you.~ by D.A.N.
~Murder one I didn't know what I did
I figured it out by murder two
Murder three I stopped feeling ashamed
This is me I'm going for you~ by: dwim
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Ski was picking on Fenix, I think. http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/wink.gif
Thanks Miral.
*hug*
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Branflakes, the ninja lesbian milk getter.
The one called "brain" and "brainflakes" and....
Officially declared "cute".
"One thing I've never been is straight, dear girl." Katchoo, SiP
"if ever you need naughty good things, just let me know..."-Starkyld
I'm tired of the silent majority. Silence equals death.
Chatter Box
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Yeah she was...-_-
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I look at you and wonder...WTF! Who are you anyways?!!
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Ski is a he
I'll whoop him for ya Fenix http://www.hostboard.com/ubb/smile.gif hehehehe
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~Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.~ T.E.Lawrence
~These posts are for entertainment purposes only. Thank you.~ by D.A.N.
~Murder one I didn't know what I did
I figured it out by murder two
Murder three I stopped feeling ashamed
This is me I'm going for you~ by: dwim
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This is not a letter to M-...this is just me rambling...*sigh*
I have done it. I don't think I can ever be happy again. Never. Did you know that lies can jump up and bite your butt if you're not careful? Well, not only did my lie bite my butt, but I think I am going to lose someone's trust and love over it. And if do lose...I don't think I can live.
I know suicide is not a good idea, but...shit I can't. I've tried to kill myself before, but failed. If he loved me...shit I can't think of that. Do you think he loves me still? I hope so. But I've jopardized everything because I couldn't tell the truth. I'm an idiot, a dumbass. I need to talk to him. Oh, god...I need to hear him. I am a mess...a mess...a mess. I can never be happy again.
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Miral, don't know what I can say. Just, please don't do such a thing.
*hug*
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Branflakes, the ninja lesbian milk getter tease.
The one called "brain" and "brainflakes" and....
Officially declared "cute". Declares the bunny and Ersby and Wiloe "cute".
"One thing I've never been is straight, dear girl." Katchoo, SiP
"If ever you need naughty good things, just let me know..."-Starkyld
I'm tired of the silent majority. Silence equals death.
Life is what you make it.
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