Whatever

*different....whatever happened to freedom of speach

wassa matta precious??

did somebody take your words away???

you dint leave nothin on tha thread you made at my place, but i was still talkin to ya an stuff...


dang! i got like a million gifs saved on my HD, but none thats gonna cheer ya up.....*lookin

NOPE! nothin cheery!

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Yeh I spent hours *L* writing and with a click of an x gone .....amazing that hey babe*S*....guess it hurts some hey....trying to tell it how it is sometimes is impossible....I know you all know im not as good as you all think but hellllllldo you really care ...thats the question.....i guess to hurt someone back is revenge hey

none of us are as good as others think we are souly, yet all of us are caring people that luv, live and laugh at some point in this lifetime together whether by phone, email, mail, or postings....at some point we have shared things that people close in flesh have never shared with us before. its not for us to care about how bad anyone person is as far as there faults go, i believe i am not here to judge you nor am i here to judge another, that all comes in the ending of our time...these are my beliefs....freedom of religion...i hope with you or anyone else my religion is respected, maybe not agreed upon but respected....i respected your freedom of speech, i believe in the "freedoms" that are often abused and misinterpreted by lots of folks....i believe in heaven a place where sometimes a loved one makes us so happy we feel like we are being touched by a glimmer of heaven...i believe "freedoms" dont get ya into heaven but influence the person(s) that we are or maybe someday become....

so i have "freedoms" that this world offers me...another is a freedom to choose the friends that fulfill my day, whether it be with there sadness, there happiness, there heartache, there tears and hopefully often there laughter (it seems to bring a shiver in the bottom of your heart....)..

okay after taking the scenic route, and to answer your question "hell do you really care"...yes we do its another freedom of choice that we have.


k, so i got carried away.

part 2.

and as for the other half of all of this, i choose to exercise my right to care about him also, this person (like you) is a dear friend of mine...so i gotta big heart yup i do...

i'm gonna have to dwell on this a little more i reckon i hate to think two of my friends might be sitting out there somewhere sad and feeling like no one cares...makes me wish distance was a part of my imagination....

i truely hope all of you have sweet dreams tonight, for tomorrow may never come.

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holy shiot!

Mel!

*posts flyers everywhere*


*****MEL was in the Fire Pit!******

*LMAO* ...TN!!!

now i forgot what i was gonna say....*still laff'n

aaawwww sheeeit!!!

....k....where was i, ....oh! yeah! [img]graemlins/idea.gif[/img]

pssssst Souly! ya ........wait!!.....i just thought about sumthin, i'll wait till i see ya.....k

has somebody gotta booger on there nose? *swipes*.......oh my notta booger but yeah i see Dave has lost the seat of his britches cuz snow it battering and bruise'n and holding him down on a desk, fukkn his brains out in the other topic..that must be whatcher whispering bout LOL


hey!!!! they're whisperin over here behind our backs LOL so not right.

one thing i have learned is that sometimes friends an other people can see things that we cant. I care about the both of you, im not around as much as i'd like to be, and i think the last time we chatted a mixed message was sent. And sides you made me make a promise, one that is at times very hard for me, if i didnt care about you, then i would break the promise....

**licks SPYDER on the ear** [img]tongue.gif[/img]

snow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watch who yer licking that tickles LOL...

*swipes the slobber..

Good god all this Im so his friend i care for this person but your views this and that...Fucking online drama makes me so fucking sick...This is so sickening.....Judge one by his worrd you see only on a screen but belive the one who comes whinning first...fuck all you who said or claim friendship because i never believed in any of it.......

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fuck all of it huh boyo?

so from your post it seems like you want to make us choose whether we are friends with her or you?

have it your way then, cause im not choosing.
your both my friends, and i know that sometimes people say shit they dont mean when theyare hurt and angry.

so if you want a choice, then you make it.

No one has to make any choices between either of us......I have not for one minute Danny felt these people need to anyway....you deleted my thred not them you chose that ...it was wrong to put your name in iot ...but it was wrong for you to take it off.....but thats past so let it be....these people are your friends and there mine so please just stop this

sometimes....it ain't who ya was...

it's who ya be...


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"Epiphany"
Staind
Break the Cycle


Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the thing's I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i cant take anymore
or this, I wanna come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little girl inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why
But lately you don't talk to me
Darling I can't see me in your eyes
I hold you near but you're so far away
And it's losing you I can't believe
To watch you leave and let this feeling die
You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I'm here without your love
You know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love

We can take the darkness and make if full of light
But let your love flow back to me
How can you leave and let this feeling die
This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone
And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on
No other women's love could be as true , I'm begging you

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love

WE CHANGED THE WORLD WE MADE IT OURS TO HOLD
But dreams are made for those who really try
This losing you is real
But I still feel you here inside

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love

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Did you really think that I could let it pass
Pretend all this was to be over
that nothing forever lasts
Did you think I was a fool to fall for you
Then go on with my life as if nothing was amiss
The first feel of your lips
the fresh smell of your skin
Evoking every erotic desire hitting me like a flood
My tomorrow's are yours, as is my past
You are my lover, your spell is cast
Forever am I locked within your spell
I am not sure if I've found heaven or hell
you Tempt me, i want for you to touch me, taste me but never let me go
Your world is mine now, nothing else I know
I feel your body close to mine, even when I'm alone
This is everything I am, your soul has become my home
And so my sensuous lover,
forever it will be My body, my blood, my desire,

It must have been cold there in my shadow

To never have sunlight on your face

You were content to let me shine

That's your way

You always walked a step behind

So I was the one with all the glory

While you were the one with all the strain

A beautiful face without a name

For so long

A beautiful smile to hide the pain

Did you ever know that you're my hero?

And everything I would like to be

I can fly higher than an eagle

For you are the wind beneath my wings

It might have appeared to go unnoticed

But I've got it all here in my heart

I want you to know, I know the truth

Of course I've known it

I would be nothing without you

Did you ever know that you're my hero?

You're everything I wish I could be

I can fly higher than an eagle

For you are the wind beneath my wings

Did you ever know that you're my hero?

You're everything, everything I wish I could be

Oh and I, I can higher than an eagle

For you are the wind beneath my wings


*WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SONG*
there must be people out there like that hey....

In the history of
A life takes a heart
When the power of love comes together
There is nothing can tear us apart
And the touch of your hand I can feel
That what we got is stronger than steel
That's when you hear

My lover's prayer
It's my own silent message to you
Takes me there, my lover's prayer
And my soul is divided in two
With my love on the line
I send it all over the world
Out on the air
'Cause I can't let go
And my heart has a mind of its own
It's my lover's prayer

It's the mystery of
A place blessed by us
And the moment of truth is forever
In the face of incredible odds
And the look in your eyes tells me why
Let our words burn a sign in the sky

My lover's prayer
It's as easy as talking to you
All my life, having you there
In my own private vision come true

You're heaven on Earth
You're the fire and all that I'm worth
And I can be strong
You hold the key

My lover's prayer
It's as easy as talking to you
All my life, having you there
In my own private vision come true
In my search for your love
I send it all over the world
It's all I can bare
And the nights get long
But my heart holds on
It's no empty words

It's my own silent message to you
Takes me there, my lover's prayer
And my soul is divided in two
'Cause I can't let go
And my heart has a mind of its own
It's my lover's prayer


*I LOVE YOU*

Now you will feel no rain
for each of you will be shelter to the other
Now you will feel no cold
for each of you will be warmth to the other
Now there is no more lonliness
for each of you will be compantion to the other
Now you are two bodies
but there is only one life before you

May you live in love and joy together
now and always

--Ancient Apache Prayer

you know what ladies ...i been thinking...Love is shit ...men want you to love them because they think your the one they love...they look after you love you tell you words of encouragement help you make you grow up..then all of a sudden you become this hated women by all his mates a slut a whore all the things he liked about who you wer,nt before...god i need to find out more about this love shit before i take another step....

Yanno Soul.....Being hurt is the hardest thing to get over...Moving on is even harder than that...Time heals nothing at all....but with time things tend to make more sense.......When you fall in love and lose it ...if you do it once...or do it a few times through out your life ..each and every time there's a lesson to be learned...and the best you can do is learn it.

Personal things..and matters of the heart are best left for private conversations...between the only two people who really knows what happened.

If I have learned anything from Love its that there is always two sides to every story...and having people who dont know the two sides judge the situation makes it all the worse.

If you lost this time....Hold your head up high and know you will learn from it...Hope to hang onto a friendship...maybe someday that will turn into more......and please
Dont worry what others think.....cause you know at the end of the day there is only two people that have to deal with this...and how they do that is nobody's business but their own.

and one more thing before the sermon is over..*G*

No matter if its love or friendship...If you dont have trust ...You have nothing at all....I firmly believe that...If you cant trust what the person says.....If You cant believe what they are telling you at all times...No matter how much love is there...It wont work without the trust.
And trust is the hardest thing to get back when its lost.......
Ok.....no more preaching.......Please continue as if you all were normal.. [img]graemlins/smarty.gif[/img]

heidi and I were once in love. Just about to get married and everything, got up to the alter the Reverend said his bit and then it came time for the vows, here's what they were...

heidi's: TJ, I will love you forever. I will be there for you through thick and thin. Every day will be all the more sweet so long as we are together. I would move Heaven and Earth to make you happy. You are my friend, my rock, my love and now you are my husband.

So sweet, and then it was time for me to give my vows...

mine: heidi, you've got a great ass.

She smacked me, left me at the alter and I haven't seen her since. Love's tough.

LMBO@rev...

anyways.. soul.. heidi is right.. love will come and go in and out of your life right up until the day you die... not every man is out to hurt you, or control you, or whatever, some of them actualy really do care... don't let one bad experience change it all for you... but be careful with that L word, hey.. don't waste it on someone who doesn't deserve it

*LMAO@ Rev...thats exactly how it went down.. [img]tongue.gif[/img]

I think everyone needs to keep in mind that there are TWO sides to every story and unless you sat down and got both You really cant judge it one way or the other........its good to be supportive.......but its not fair to assume someone is to blame...when you dont know for sure...Yanno..

Thankyou *S* ,,,,You have seen the truth Heidi and i have read your words and mulled em over and its got to finish ...I guess when you have something so special it is hard to know when its got to be sorted he is a good man..
.............trust is the key .......he lost his trust in me through my own doing...*S* be safe

has never taken sides... good luck with that, soul...

I wasnt pointing fingers Paige...I dont do that if I usually say the name outloud.. [img]wink.gif[/img]
it was a general statement..
Well Soul.......I wish you all the best with that too....Cause I know it sucks.. [img]confused.gif[/img]