so tonite I cried....

I had a rough day today. Lots going on ..in life...and in my head...and im trying to organize...which is hard for my brain... im totally artistic...left nutted or whatever its called..and im not good at it...but im trying. Something horrible happened that im trying to keep tabs on...and then I heard a ten year old was hit by a car and airlifted from the scene (never good)...

anyway..being from the land of 100000000 lakes..may be a tourist..maybe a student... either way..not good.....


and friends... am I ...aren't I... and why..do I care....so much...... and well.... im stronger than Ive ever been in that area.... but .... i've so far still to go.... and why do people say one thing..do another...and why do i want some things so much?


Why can't I organize. I can see things in my head...but... in the chaos of my classroom..i just pace...and swim around..til eventually i sink and go home.


anyway.........i was going to go to school..give it one last shot...and the sky was very pretty with clouds...kept thinking i should pull over...well I did go to a lake...and lay on the dock...and think and cry...and all that...and i looked up... and saw the most incredible moon............

which...made me realize.... that breath in ..breath out..one thing at a time... those who are truly my friends...will be there by my side...and those that arent... well..... really arent... no other way to put it..

and life just keeps going on....

Sometimes you just gotta stop asking Why...and try and see the If aspect of it..if the sun dont shine tommorrow..i'll take an umbrella with me..if it dont rain..i'll use that umbrella to twirl along side me as i walk in the sun..no matter rain or shine..you can make it better if you try..and you know how to do it..ive seen you..you always pick yourself up and carry on...cause you see the good in everything..and everyone...you will rise above this too..and OMG..your a first grade teacher this year..holy cow..i envy you...your going to have such fun.. [img]smile.gif[/img]

Demon.. .I dont know if I have extended the offer but this is what I do. COMPUTERS ICK ICK but anyhow it gives me a lot of time here and I listen pretty good. Well at least when Shatzy isnt filling my head with sno cone ideas. :-) HMMM YUMMY... I am around the pc a lot and if you ever need to ring the buzzer.. feel free. I dont know if I can make it all go away or make you feel better but I promise to listen and if that doesnt help I have 2 really big squirt guns and a a sack of new oranges we can toss at each other. [img]tongue.gif[/img]

i agree...

you have to make the best of what youre dealt...


hell you know that more than most people..... and i feel lame cuz compared to some people my life is a bed of roses... and i should be sipping champagne by the side of the pool....

not worrying so much..

im a worryier tho...and im very very hard on myself...i take others faults...and failures on .... to find reason...and logic in it all...


but youre right im a fighter...for some strange reason i just keep going on and on...

sometimes i just wanna buy you a sno-cone

oooooooo..i want a blue one...*jumps in the car and heads for MN*..stops somewhere along the way for miz shatz...woooooooooo..roadtrip!

Sometimes you just gotta wake up, pee your pants and realize that you have another clean pair of undies in the drawer to help you start a day off fresh.

there is something about my white ass skin...and blue lips n teeth from a snow cone..that makes me look oddly.... even whiter *L


thank you....for even listening..or reading..whatever we call it *L

i wanna blue sno-cone too!!!

Sometimes it's not good to look back. Sometime's its best to hold your head up high as face the wind with a grin....


But, every once in awhile you find something pretty fantastic.... to make yaa crinkle in all the right places...


There's an ice cream truck in my town..and they have sno cones...and im getting one today....

nuff said

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Originally posted by The Reverend Dark Angel:
Sometimes you just gotta wake up, pee your pants and realize that you have another clean pair of undies in the drawer to help you start a day off fresh.

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Verdana, Arial">he might not frequent this board anymore..and thats just fine...but you have to admit....

he was one of a kind.....with that humor [img]tongue.gif[/img] [img]wink.gif[/img]

ahh but yes...its about .....us ! [img]tongue.gif[/img]

I miss Tj too..he defeinlty is one in a million..they broke the mold when they made him.. [img]eek.gif[/img]