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not too sure what to do anymore...i have been absent from the HB for alittle bit of my time, because i've been so lost...i've been so sick for the last 8 years and i just want to put an end to it...Its like its tearing my world apart being sick as i am and it doesnt help knowing that hubby will be losing his job in September 30th...been in and out of the hospital and today i find out some news that my sons girlfriend is pregnant dont know if i should be happy or cry about it..hes so young and i know hes not ready for a baby...he cant even live on his own and he doesnt even have a job and hes just not stable enough to bring a child into this world...If i decide to leave here HB I won't get rid of my board i'll just let it sit here...I am so lost in this BIG world [img]frown.gif[/img]