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Its sure getting frustrated...I havent heard any news from my specialist...I don't want to call him, because he said he would call me...why am i worrying?...I am positive if something was totally wrong he would call me right away...argh!! i so want to know if the remicade that i was getting was working the way it was suppose to or what the hell was going through my body ...I guess by the end of the month if i don't hear from him i'll be making that call, because by the beginning of August i have to start that other medication and go and sign papers and etc for it...The pain has already started ripping through my body and has brought me into tears just hope I dont have to wait for along time for this other med...I'll keep updating
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I cant wait until the weekend is over and monday is here and i know the weekend is just starting lol but i find out my results monday morning..i've been very ill in the last couple of weeks...mornings that i couldnt get up i'll lay there like a veg...cant hold my food down...always falling down out in public...I just want to know where to go from here...10 years is along time being sick...feeling down and out everyday..having jealousy because when i look out the window i see people walking and people playing with their children which i havent been able to do for awhile..if i could just have ONE more day of my normal life i would show my children the best time of their lives...it hurts that we cant really do any family things and if we do we have to come home because of me [img]frown.gif[/img] and thats NOT fair
