walk away

[Beautiful~Mistake]

you held me under the streetlight
on a hot sticky night
i was thankful for the shadows;
they hid the tears
that gave way my heart
like i gave it to you
on that lonely fall day
where you left me
broken
the grass under our feet was wet
refreshing
and cool
like a kiss in a waterfall

i remember that hot sticky night..

we shared kisses like candy
in the field past your house
and i felt like a child..
talking of unicorns
chasing fairies
and whispering sweet nothings
on a hot sticky night..

ahhh remember the summertime..
talking of love
with lust on our minds

and today..
i passed you by..

i tried to smile
but i could only cry..

you took my hand and led me away
you swore that you'd be back this way
and today..
i remember the chill of the fall
and the feeling of despair
that hung in the air

i gave you my heart
and you took it away
kicked it around
like a child at play
and i realize now..
how much like kids we were..
crazy young people
with notions of love
talking of forever
and ever..
and more..

and for a moment today
i wished we could go back
but the hot sticky nights
didn't make up
for the cold winter days..
where i pined away
crying for you
longing
aching
but the glow i once held you in
had faded to grey..
and i turned around
and looked away..
and i saw him there..
waving his heart at me
and i forgot the hot sticky nights..
and like you..
i walked away

[Beautiful~Mistake]

and it chills me to the bone
that i'm so far away from home

[Beautiful~Mistake]

trying to be grumpy
in the presence of someone
who loves you dearly
is near
to impossible

[SHATOUSHKA]

*marks thread*

[Father Dave]

wow...just...


wow.

dave

[Father Dave]

when in doubt...


write


sincerely

dave

[Father Dave]

didn't mean to scare ya off...

dave

[Beautiful~Mistake]

ahhhhh, dave
it would take more than that to scare me away...
just
these days
words aren't.....
<font size="8">big enough</font>

when i can
let go
of my.....
insecurities
*shudders...
long enough to see
and smell
and breath
and listen
i've found how
strange and beautiful
all this is..

<font color="#A9A9A9" size="1">[ June 05, 2005 04:06 PM: Message edited by: the revenant ]</font>

[Beautiful~Mistake]

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<font color="#A9A9A9" size="1">[ June 08, 2005 04:16 AM: Message edited by: the revenant ]</font>

[digitalsanity]

The transformation of existence, one day the sun shines bright, the next if at all possible the bleak showers of summer washes away the temperance of self sufficient purpose.

What may make the eyes gloss of happiness today may be the same tears burning the sorrow of whatever pain may come tomorrow.

The hands that quiver from excitement and anticipation, could as well shake from fear with no hope of redemption.

The grin exposing all feelings of yesterdays salvation can as well be the grimace of today?s anger with a slight vengeance.

The simple kiss, could bring your final test. The day of solicited solitude brought on only by the wish that it will make you shine with his best. Or simply crawl back and die with the rest.

Live for today ,for when tomorrow comes you may not have lived at all.

Dan