Blind

[Beautiful~Mistake]

by face to face

what if i'm right and your wrong
what if you knew it all along
what if i figured out that i did not belong what if it always bothered me?
what if i never did believe?
would it be wrong if i decided i should leave?
if i pretend i was blind
and struck it from my mind
would it still be there?
what if i'd do anything to make it seem all right
it's all right
what if it's all inside my head?
what if those words were never said?
would it be easier if i just forgot?
what if i didn't run away?
could it be any other way?
would it be wrong if i decide i should stay?

[Beautiful~Mistake]

when the slumber of forever's called me home.
i will not be gone,
oh no you'll never be alone.
my words will come to you cross time and space. you'll know where to find me and i'll be there. i'll be there.
listen to the winds at night.
you may hear me call your name.
i once felt so alone but now i'm home.
and i know that there is something beyond...

the words i speak today shall outlive me.
i call on forces that send chills down your spine.
for i long to drink of immortality.
of this nighttime stars,
they speak to me.
for we all shall someday part the veil and cross thru to the other side.
in one way or another i shall live on and never die.

in death as in life... i will arise. never... die! never die.

all hail the darkness, in her majestic glory.
she was always my true love,
i never quite belonged here.
though i've fallen so far from grace.
please will you keep me in your memory.
and a little place for me in your hearts.
eternal soul never die.

[Beautiful~Mistake]

music to scream by


I remember when I was told of story of crushed velvet,
candle wax, and dried up flowers
The figure on the bed all dressed up in roses, calling
Beckoning to sleep,
Offering a dream

words were as mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared
The time was so tangible, I'll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me

I fell into yesterday
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
I fell into fantasy

The words were as mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared
The time was so tangible, I'll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me

I fell into yesterday.
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay.
I fell into fantasy

The girl on the wall always waited for me,
And she was always smiling
The teenage death boys
The teenage death girls
And everyone was dancing
Nothing could touch us then
No one could change us then
Everyone was dancing
Nothing could hurt us then
No one could see us then
Everyone was dancing
Everyone was dancing

No one could see me

I fell into yesterday
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
I fell into fantasy

Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away

I fell into fantasy