darklord..

**SPYDERLUV** · May 28th, 2002, 10:49 PM

ok now normally i know i fuck with you cause its so funny when you get your panties in a bunch, but with this post im serious.

one thing, and prolly the only thing we had in common was that we both liked lori. But neitherone of us got her, hell the reverend dark angel got closer to her than we did. go figure.

But even tho you threw away our friendship doesnt mean that we dont still have things in common. I know that we were both slighted by her. Now you might not want to admit it here, but we both know its true, face it man, she didnt want a damn thing to do with either of us. But thats cool, thats her you know, sides she was always a control freak.

look man, she might look good on the outside, but she isnt really worth shit on the inside, and hell i chased after her for a hell of a lot longer than you did, but trust me young pup, get over her, you'll thank me when you do.

**SPYDERLUV** · June 3rd, 2002, 04:51 PM

The funny thing is, that in this thread i make sense, and i hit the nail on the head, but you dont want to admit it. which is cool, cause thats you. You want to see it like this, like im some evil guy, because of the whole mass delete, which really wasnt as big a deal as you wanted to make it out to be, so you throw away our friendship. Since we are no longer friends you cant talk to me or anything.. Face it bro, thats petty, get over it.

Now come on you can say something, you want to act all silent and big and bad, like you truelly dont give a fuck about what ihave to say, but if that were true, you wouldnt read this now would you?

HEH HEH
self rightous, arrogant little fuck that you are [img]biggrin.gif[/img]

**~Dark One~** · June 7th, 2002, 04:11 AM

It's funny how you get when you THINK you have been disregarded. You only get this bad when you have a feeling the person wont respond.
Ohh well, it's ok, this is just how you deal with your problems with people. Good luck with that.

**SPYDERLUV** · June 7th, 2002, 10:53 PM

Its kinda funny how you never denied that it was true.

As for being disregarded, who might you be referring to? you or dicklord
Cause the answer is still the same, you both have disregarded me.

Like i said, his mistake was that he cared for you.

I wonder, dear Lori, or would that be laura?
This condescending nature, is quite becoming of you.

**~Dark One~** · June 8th, 2002, 06:21 AM

I don't have to explain my actions to anyone, and just because you don't hear from people on a daily basis doesn't mean they don't care.
Do you need constant attention? No you are a big boy. BTW no one disregarded you.
For me, and I am sure for others, have been on the internet for about 7 years now and It gets old after a while, especially if you are forced to be on it. I just got sick of it, like I am everyone does or will with time.

**SPYDERLUV** · June 8th, 2002, 08:10 PM

HEH HEH

like you ever fucking cared.

If you did care, seeing as how you trusted me oh so much, you would have at least told me your real name, or where you worked. Those things really arent any major details, i am just making a point of them, cause you made such a big point out of keeping them to your self. As for explaining yourself, i NEVER once asked you to.

As for being disregarded, hey your the one that brought it up, but i see how it is with you, see i did learn something about you [img]smile.gif[/img]

As for being forced on the net, hey thats your fault. I never said i needed to constantly hear from you, sides..who yanked your chain? I thought this was a thread to pointy ears? But hey, this is a free board, speak your mind when you want, although your words no longer have the desired effect on me that they used to.

Lori you cant live your life in a shell forever.
with pain comes maturity.

**DarkLord** · June 8th, 2002, 09:08 PM

since this thread is in my honor I might as well say something [img]wink.gif[/img]
Ralf, I never made a mistake in loving Lori, the only mistake I made was thinking that she felt the same way about me. I'm full of mistakes when it comes to women I've loved, but you dont see me being anal retentive to them for my own fuck ups.
This topic does not belong on here, its too personal, so I apologize to anyone on the board who is probably thinking Ralf and I are pyschos [img]wink.gif[/img]

**SPYDERLUV** · June 8th, 2002, 10:51 PM

Actually pointy ears, in truth it does belong on here, cause you see, this whole board, with all the shit we have been thru with the toddzi's, and everything, we are a family. Everyone from manga, to pooh bear, from miral to vampiro, knows that if they have have a problem, or if they need to vent, or want to share a joy , or a failure, that they can come here and post about it.we're spawners, we are the little secret that spawn.com wants to keep a secret. Thats the reason i have never considered you a spawner, cause you act like your above us, like you dont think enuff of us to share in your dreams, your desires, or your joys, or fears. Which is cool, cause thats you, but whether it be friend, enemy, or annoyance i will always consider you an outsider.

as for the mistake in loving lori, i felt the same way before, but trust me, you did make a mistake. you can do much better, sides i think that she is too insecure in herself to truelly allow any one the chance to love her.

as for being anal retentive over my own fuck ups...i changed how i felt about her, she had a big hand in doing that, although she is mistaken when she thinks its because she hasnt spoken to me in a long time. I once told her that i wont blow smoke up her ass, or sugar coat my feelings, for her, or towards her, if being brutally honest is being anal retentive, then so be it.

Like i said young pup, you'll come to your senses, and when you do, you'll thank me for it.

Take it from someone who is more experienced in it than you are.

some free advice from me to you, do what you want with it.

As for being pyscho.......HEH HEH

like this is anything new to them.