i dont know what i call this one.........it was just something i needed to "voice"

that's one thing i love about poetry.....it doesnt have to rhyme or be syncopated......it just has to be from the heart......well, world, here's my heart.....


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your soft tiny body
couldnt endure
the trauma and pain
of coming to earth

you held on
you tried your best
but it was soon apparent
there was something wrong

where did i fail you?
what should i have done?

your strong spirit
buoyed by love
sent itself to us
the way you came

we know the power
held inside you
we were chosen
and will not fail again

my sorrow is
that you cant run
my pain is
that you cant

just cant

forgive me
for i know not what i did
i just loved, that's all
and waited

if i die before you
i wish by that time
that i paid you back
more than i got from you

my darling boy
i'm so sorry