symmetry

[sarafinamable]

i am a child in this place and you are the fear hanging over me with breath so heavy i could stumble as children often stumble over time but i FEAR that i will never grow out of your GrasP
you told me once to wear short skirts because my legs were perfect symmetry i had no response for you observation but a curious GlancE although my fleeting look was hardly comparable to your demand and once again i gawk at your lofty presence afraid that you will breath and BloW me over
i remain a child here and you fill up my FEARs {why did you come} my void was nearly full

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"this is life not heaven, you don't have to be perfect."
Gia
"Our love was comfortable and so broken in"
John Mayer
http://www.onemoredrink.moonfruit.com
First Name Basis is a great, little known band (so far), check out their website

[machinery]

i really can't put my finger on this one..
although i do find it interesting...

could you tell me more about it so i can get a better "GrasP"

and on that note...why words like that?
feel me in...

lates

rp

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"ashtray says you were up all night."

[sarafinamable]

when i wrote this in hostboard i spaced it completely different but it didn't end up right; so this i tried to "respace" it here for you so that you can have a little better idea of how i intended it to be read.
i want some words to really be emphasized and thats why i add cap's; its a lot easier to hear something and find the emphasize than when it is read which is what makes this difficult.
i don't know how to explain this really, but being treated like a child at an age when you are obviously not a child. and when you're younger you are ignorant to certain fears and such; but when you're older, going back and feeling those feelings with more understanding again is kind of scary. b/c being a child leaves you powerless.
especially when you think that you have finally grown; there is always someone that can make you feel this way.
i don't know if that makes any sense.


"i am a child in this place and you are the FeaR
hanging over me with breath so heavy i could StumblE
as children often stumble over time but i FEAR
that i will never grow out of your
GrasP
you told me once to wear short skirts because my legs were perfect
SymmetrY
i had no
response for you observation but a curious GlancE
although my fleeting look was hardly comparable to your demand and once again i GawK
at your
LoftY
presence afraid that you will
BreathE
and
BloW
me over
i remain a child here and you fill up my FEARs
{why did you come}
my void was nearly full"

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"this is life not heaven, you don't have to be perfect."
Gia
"Our love was comfortable and so broken in"
John Mayer
http://www.onemoredrink.moonfruit.com
First Name Basis is a great, little known band (so far), check out their website