self

[Harlekein]

sick like flowing veins
wishes to be unsealed
inside a descendant slips away
into the bottom of my mind
i meet myself
face to face
and eye to eye
despise and hate glance inside
powerful, yet broken and apart
my loneliness craving for my heart
i kick and scream while i pull under
miscommunication lost my brother
lungs fill up
with fluid acid as if it were meditation
burning through
a hole in my chest
look away
this is not me
for eternity it chewed on me
unworthy of its presence
the disaknowledge thoughts
filled along the line with hope
my emtyness risen above
your loneliness is drowning me
pulled far under and i see
the blinking in your eyes
means my instabilty
i look a flash
who is me?
a pull, a shove, i push away
myself
up is wrong and down is right
while left is gone
here i float
here i lay
drinking water creating everlasting
spiritual decay

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[This person has been edited by GOD (edited April 20, 1980).]

[tsilo]

nice one...

[tsilo]

your words shoot through my head and kept me alive looking for more...more?

[parch]

ok

i didn't enjoy this, but i did enjoy something else...

your website is great! its a little difficult to navigate but once you get to the poems..hmm...nice.
i like your style
i really would like it if you keep posting.
you've got something in your writing -and i like it.

___---parch


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[parch]

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