the real buzz came after the party when she walked home with him
the curves of the corners went to and fro dancing in her eyes, while his eyes were fine
his eyes danced on her velvet top and swayed with her hips
his eyes were focused
so she went up to his room
and she went inside
and he put on what he considered romantic music, but she just considered that it sounded like what the last guy she rejected played and she still wanted to peuk
peuk something and even if its a lung or another major organ at least its something right?
but the music was on and he wasn't concerned, he actually wasn't hearing a word she said,...he kept coming closer to her and she already felt like they were too close for comfort
glitter on her mind - daze daze daze and spin but the daze keeps going and the spin is so tragically repeating
and on his mind - focus
so dance and dream they did, and clothes coming off while heading towards his room she protested silently in her mind
she protested the things she didn't want, she protested his cold hands upon her skin and his rouch touch that pushed her elbows in
she finally protested aloud from her mind hoping to reach his but it did not
for he was focused
going for goal
and push to bed did he and she felt him press against her and she protested louder
louder she screamed and he said that it wasn't enough
he held her mouth
and he was in focus
so focus fucked and fucked and spent was the focus after two minutes
and he couldn't hear
he couldn't see
too much focus
so she wept and she wept and his focus fell asleep on her, drowning drunkeness, but loud enough to keep her up were her cries
loud enough to warrant her ears ringing with her own voice
loud enough to let her know, he could have heard
had there not been so much focus

___---parch