audrey

**SHATOUSHKA** · April 22nd, 2003, 02:58 AM

well folks... its getting to be about the
time i slowly start to withdraw from hanging
with my sister...
she's getting on my nerves.

maybe its because she's had to stay with
my mother for the past week or so (due to
that fire she had at her place)...
but she's becoming the oh-so-familiar
BITCH i'm used to.

its not just her being a bitch...
its the little snide comments she makes.
i hate those the most.

they can be of two categories:

1) the standard snide comment meant to
counter my words/actions directly

(ex: you need a haircut)

2) the more strategic snide comments meant
to attack/embarrass me from an indirect
stance --usually spoken to someone else,
with me in the same room

(ex: i always know when i need a haircut.
it will look really bad... kinda like hers.
*points to me*)

its this kinda game play that irritates
the fuck out of me. its worse when i've
already addressed the situation or something
she has said and she continues doing it.
its antagonism.

to what end? i dunno.

this past weekend, there were many times
i came close to an all out brawl with her...
but i kept trying to ignore shit...usually
to no avail.

i'm thinking a good 2-3 week distance is what i need.

**SHATOUSHKA** · April 22nd, 2003, 04:05 AM

tee hee... the haircutting thing was just an example...
though i have been toying with the idea of
dying it some sort of cranberry tone...
(but cowered away from that idea)

she's younger... but not by much...
and perhaps it is due to attention i receive,
though not from any 'normal' setting.