he's become a monster.
he's not like i thought he was....
changed somehow... into this superficial being.
something i don't support.
i saw him enter the cocoon... and come out hideous.
and it hurts... seeing it happen.
because he's changing... completely different
than i knew him.
changing into this gross distortion...
of what i knew. becoming like that of a
beast.
<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Tahoma">OMG, that SO hit close to home and I thought I was reading about my ex husband there for a minute. That's EXACTLY, to a "T", the way he was.

I'm sorry Shatzy girl. I know, it DOES hurt. I wish you didn't have to go through that, because you are the last person in the world who deserves that. I wish I could say or do something to help, and make it all better. I wish I could take it all away for you. Just know I am here and you have me on messenger. Even if you don't need me to say anything at all, just sit there and listen. I hope it all gets better soon. Until then, I'm only a mouse click away if you need me. [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]