does it EVER fucking end???

[vomitinyourface]

ok... this is a rant. [img]mad.gif[/img]

i am fucking sick of dealing with the damn dysfuntionality of my insane family. I moved over 6ookm away, and it STILL seems as tho they seem to get under my skin. [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] I must be a pretty pathetic individual to still deal with their shit.

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[vomitinyourface]

when i made that post, my dad had just really pissed me off.....
im fucking tired of listening to his damn excuses for his shitty life.
FUCK. my life sucks too. and so does a lot of other people's. BOO HOO.
we have to accept the way things are, even if its SHIT.
only we can change our own situations, nobody else.

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[SHATOUSHKA]

agreed.

but you know what else?

we have to stop expecting others to live how we
would like them to live. it is so easy to put out
expectations that they just can't handle.

i run into deadbeats all the time with a thousand
excuses as to why they prefer to live in the rut
they live in.... and i become concerned and
ultimately hopeful that they will see the light...

but i've learned that its not really up to me...
and its best to just let it go.

so let it go, girl... [img]smile.gif[/img]

[vomitinyourface]

first of all...i just want to let everyone know i love my mom and my dad, my sister, my babushka, and that it has taken me a long time to be able to accept the fact that people are different, and that is that. i spent a lot of time, with a lot of angst directed towards my family and i realised a few years ago that it only hurts me to have anger and no one else. i guess this is a large reason to why i am such a possitive person today, (it kind of pisses me off what a hippie i can be sometimes [img]graemlins/hmmm.gif[/img] ) but shatzy, i see what u mean, it isnt worth trying to figure out other people's misery, its better to let them know your there to help if they ever choose to take it.... [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img] [img]smile.gif[/img]

[vomitinyourface]

...only you can take the steps to change your life... [img]graemlins/wonder.gif[/img]