Heartache, tragedies,destruction, death,and the list goes on. Has anyone thought about what this means to you?
I feel lucky to not be touched personally by these terrible things this year but then i feel guilt because i feel lucky. I know so many have lost alot this year. Not just the tsunami or the hurricanes but their fathers as well. I have lost a closeness with some people that I never thought I'd lose. I've lost my place in certain things so to speak. But I have also grown alot. I dont need the same things I used to need and I dont care about the same things I used to either. I think when we settle in our lives and do the day to day routine we end up getting lost somewhere wondering where time went!! But then again I'm happy and enjoying my life more now than I ever have. That means something! I have watched and listened to the losses people around me have suffered and I again tell myself how very blessed I am in my life. I think sometimes we get wrapped up in our problems and forget others. We see our problems as the biggest and the worst, But if we simply open our eyes most of the time we will see..Ours wasnt the biggest or the worst..somtimes its even of our own making. So everyone try and take some time today to look for something good in your life. If you want to post it thats fine but if you dont thats ok too..Just remember to do it. Maybe you will thank me for it later..maybe not [img]tongue.gif[/img]
