There has been many times I thought about taking my life. But somehow I always back out of doing it. Sometimes through it makes you wonder why god put you through alot of hell like he does. But as far as killing yourself, I'm not one to say if it is a sin or not. But I will say this, it is the easy way out. If wasn't for all the pain, suffering and tradgey (sp) I been through, I wouldn't have met some really good friends. Like I was always told there is a reason for everything. Wheather we know it now or later.